Whee..

Im backkkkk!!!
Im half free-ing..
Wheeee..
But just for today.
Yay.....im now updating my blog..
Im soo soo PUAS HATI..
Okay.that's sweat.
By the way.
Happy Halloween!!!!
Anyone got candies??
For me?
Wahahaaa..


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Manthing..
Happy birthday!!!
Wish all your dream comes true.


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HISTORY..

I miss the time we're together.

I miss the she conduct.
I miss the time she announce something.
I miss the time she soo zilian.
I miss the time she kacau me.
I miss the time she teach me.
To our dearest conductor - Goh Yun Tyn

I miss the time she actually wrong but act like..ermm ermmm..im not.
I miss the time she act cool. (she is not,kay?)
I miss the she say"今天的练习..."
I miss the time she argue something.. (really funny)
To our president - Kang Yilin

I miss the time she call me budak. (yo,budak!)
I miss the time she lead us in padang.
I miss the time we siao siao-ing.
To our drum major - Jesmine Lim

I miss the time all flutist play flute together.
I miss the time we all siao-ing.
To my flute leader - Ooi Shu Khoon.

I am really regret.
Why im not siao-ing with you in this year??
We just rapat after more than half year.
Weii..im modern wan okay?!
Why call me GUAIGU wor..
To my grandchild - Yong Qi

I miss the time we combine.
I miss the time we blow "Pirates".
The time they announce.."pancaragam ganna perform another song.."
Nobody were waiting for our performance..
But the time when we start..
Everybody were staring at us.
They were like..wow.

I miss the time we are at padang.
I miss the first time we blow "New world".
In padang.Formation.
My first formation.
People at class..
They shout..
High-ing.

Sam-dixie.
Everybody in hall were really high..
They stand up.
They shout.
The lastest song with Form 5.
After that we ganna say bye.
Yuntyn..she's super duper amazing..
I like her soo soo much.
Cry together.
Siao together.
Smile together.
Berusaha together.
In blink of eye,
All ganna be history.


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Can i die now??
All subjects im ganna FAIL..
What i suppose to do now?
Cry?
Or die?


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This is from chabo - Yuntyn

This is from Yongqi

I hate you

Seriously.
I'm really tired to hating people.
But in your eye..
I saw you hate me..
I saw you suspect my ability.I'm not sensative okay?!*
"Ascuse me" is a word that so hard to say?
"Go away" is easier?
Is it you really dont means to treat me as a junior?
Only _ _ in your heart.
Is it you have special relationship with her?
Always said..
_ _can help ar?
Must call _ _to help you ar..
Hey please..
Did your eye saw her at that day in music room?
Idiot!
I hate you!
Even everybody are suspect my ability..
I thought you will say no.
Even everybody think that im not suitable(so do i)..
I thought you will say no.
Even everybody think im not serious..
I thought you will say no.
But..im now dreaming huh?
You are the people who say no to me.
You rather trust a person who din do anything.
You rather open your wide eye to trust nonsense.
And i..
Still acting so dont care.
Then crying in the night.
Why?
Every time when you coming..
I must being sooo soo failure?
So..
Congratulate.
You already being the person in my heart.
So unforgivable.
So meaningful.
Who is..
"The Person I Hate The Most In My Whole Life".

Thanks my buddies..
Im okay.


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Mo jie zuo

Jay's new album.
I really dont like this fong mian. =(




















But his songs was super duper nice!!!
The song that i like the most -- shuo hao de xing fu ne(very strawbery bluebery nice!!)
*long zhan qi shi
*gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian(nice!)
*she wu(yenggg)
*hua hai(nice!)
*mo shu xian sheng(this really scare me..but cute..)
*shuo hao de xing fu ne(nice nice!!thumb's up!)
*lan hua xu(nice!)
*liu lang shi ren(i dont really like.it is a hokkien song.)
*shi guang ji
*qiao ke shu shu(this really scary..the joker laugh like mad.)
*dao xiang(nice!)
p.s:im only like his song ar...
im not admiring him har...
or siao him har...


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Farewell

Graduate ceremory.
Is today.
Everythings happened just too fast.
Form 5 ganna leave us.
Our journey will still continue.
But just without Form 5.
Can we make it?
Still is a question mark.
Today was really high!!
I love Sam dixie soo soo much..
I like Chabo soo soo much..
She's amazing!!
Farewell.
Thanks Jesmine - the candies.
Thanks Chabo - the sticker.
Thanks my sun(grandchild) - the chocolate and pink colour bear.

Someone,
Are you okay d?
You say it before..
Please dont try to hide your feelings in front of me..
Say it out...
Just treat me as rubbish bin...
I cant help.
What i can do is just watch you cry.
But do nothing.
Sorry for cant help.
Sorry for dont know what should do.
Dont sad lar..
And dont simpan all your feelings in front of me..


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Think Of You.

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of meI
just think of you

exhausted..

Okay.
My legs was pain.
I want faint.
I need water!!
Someone please help!!
Arhhhhhhh!!
We start at 8 something.
Walk to Onestop.
Go the yindu pasar with Rapid.
My first time go with Rapid!excited*
But..there got nothing that we need.
=(
Then go Starbuck.
Sat for a while.
p.s:the managers girlfriend was pcghs's student!!
i suspect was school band's!
coz we din say anything..
but he ask us what are you all play?
we din say anything since we go in..
Then walk to Sim aik.
Buy sock and singlet.
The tauke really GOOD lo..
Kept asking us..
You want this 1 ar..good lo..
That 1 leh?want also lar...quality very good wan..
Aiyo..where got soo many money wor..
Then buy all the singlet.
But din have enough sock.
Wait the tauke make call.
Aiyo..she say will delivered to school.
We were..HUH?!school?! siao ar!?
Then the tauke say..
I know Chai leng..
Then we like..who lai?
She say..Hu chaileng ar..
Ng Chooi Leng!
We just..oo..
And sweating...
Then think..
We will kill by her..
And she is our Pcghs's student!
Same year with Ng Chooi Leng..
Ahahaha~~~~sweating*
Go prangin.
After that go pasar.
Then Gama.
Then Pulau Tikus.
Then back to Penang Road.
Then Kamdar.
Then back to Onestop..
T.T


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Im now at home.
Alone.
T.T
Soo scary..


.:shuenyee:.

Actually.
I dont need you.
I want her.
Tha lady.
I want her to back.
You are not the one i need.
Seriously.


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This song is dedicate to Zhermin.. applause**

Bye Bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye byeBye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

I am not really rapat with you..
But..
We Love You!! Zhermin!


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Always Be My Baby..

We were as one,babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly'
Cause I known in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'am part of you indefinitely
Boy,don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again'
Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end, no

I know that you'll be back, boy
When your days and your night get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be right back, baby
Oh baby believe me
It's only a matter of time

...

Good luck to Form 3.
For their PMR..
Gambateh! =p
I am now hardworking-ing..
haha.
I hate History.
And Geo.


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I am moody now.
No reason.
Just..
MOODY.
=(


.:shuenyee:.

=)

Happy birthday Kimberly!!
=)
Sorry lar...i dont really wish you seriously..
Then you din come for practice also..
Yuntyn!!i want my pampasan!
My leg really painful lar..


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Tha Girl..

This post special for a girl.
She just thirteen.
She passed away.
They said is about 1am.
Pity.
She bao xue guan.
After that she dihantar ke hospital.
Then coma.
After that..
She passed away.
This is what i heard from my friend.
What a pity girl.
She should has her masa depan.
She should has time to do what she want before leaving.
But she just thirteen.
She done nothing.
She cant fight with her faith.
Even she was not willing to leave..
She let go.

A-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e.
This nine word suddenly appear in my mind.
You wont ever know when she will leave.


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War..

Raining.
Non stop.
Lolz.
Shared umbrella with Xiaopu.
But end with basah kuyup.
-.-"'
Then went up bus start water war.
Jiawen, Khaixin, Qiyi,Qianwen and me..
Five of us use the water to simbah each other.
For your information..
KHAIXIN start first!
She simbah me water..
Then Jiawen.
I am lack of water..
Then minta water..
So..start our war.
I accidently simbah ke arah bus driver!
SHOOT!haha.
Then i use my file to hit Jiawen.
She was berdarah!
Gosh!!
Sorry lar..
T.T
Then five of us and Qiuyue..
We plan to wear slipper to school..
Wahaha..


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Oh my god !

Bad news!
Chinese test til yu bei ban mia ming ju!!!
Oh my god. faint*
How can i finish it?
T.T
This time die lar..
Some more History..
Til Bab 8!
Then Geografi..
All!
Im ganna cry til no tears..


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=p

Thanks to Amanda.. =)
Plurks is soo cute..
Haha..

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...

"Know why i dont want talk to shuenyee?"
"Because when i talk with her.."
"It remind me my painful memories."
I was hurt.
Totally hurt.
Im confusing.
Im miserable.
Heart broken.
What had i done to you?
Nothing.
The most hurt is..
You told Jiawen.
Then she told me.
If no..i will be totally stupid right?
I dont know why..
I was like..huh?
What am i done?
You dont want talk to me.
Fine.
You ignore me.
Fine.
But what the reason is?
I treat you as my friend.
I really do.
You are the only band girl in my bus.
We shared and discussed things that happen in band.
But now?
I cant found a best way to face you.


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I Like This Song..

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记你曾经答应我
你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮所有回忆抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你
但不要忘记你曾经答应
我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

I like this song.
A girl..
She kill herself after write this song.
But it is true?
I have no idea.
Appreciate the person beside you..
If no you ganna regret when she left.

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=(

Okay.
Seriously.
What had i done in this five days?
I am not raya-ing right?
Lolz.
I am done nothing!
T.T
Still slow in study.
Mr Sejarah..
I hate you!
School will be reopen today. =)


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不够成熟

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以後
离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以後才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天 我们有缘再见
你会不会想起 说过的永远

=]

My new home.
Haha.
You all are welcome.
So,from now on i will be using this blog..
=)
2 reason for me to berpindah:
1. Dont you think that my address too long?
haha.
2. My blog cant write chinese words!!!
Apa lar..


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