Oto kahjo?
Oto kahjo?
T^T
Worst ending for 2009.
What can i do still?
Situation wasnt let me do anything that i want.
I did told myself that this is really not worth, but look what i've done?
I've consoling that you'd be long gone, and you dont belong to me.
But look, what've i done?
What have we done?
Depressed.
Perplexed.
Exagerated.
Pessimistic.
All those words filled my head, and they held me to the end.
What can i do still?
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Contradiction.
Today is Boxing Day.
Although i dunno what should do in Boxing Day but i've hoot Manthing early in the morning. =.=
She describe the feeling as bone had broke.
Oh ya, almost forgot.
MERRY KA-RIS-MES-SI!
it means merry christmas in my language.
Santa doesnt loves me and didnt came to my house.
But i think im blessed.
=D
Last but not least.
Thanks for everyone who concern me so much.
I really do appreciate it.
I'm okay, just like what i've said.
Although not now, and i know i cant be really okay in such a hurry but i promise to be okay.
Just dont worry.
And for who had saw me on PMR's result revealing, clara and khaixin.
Sorry for walk out in such a hurry, sorry for my rudeness, i apologize.
As for ahjo and ahgong, i didnt meant to be tamak la LOL.
And jiejie, thanks for your lolli. =]
Pakcik and ahma, will cheer up soon.
Yongqi and Piaopiao, although both of you really lose in our bet, but no need to belanja la, adui.
And papa, THANKS.
So, thats all.
.:shuenyee:.
Although i dunno what should do in Boxing Day but i've hoot Manthing early in the morning. =.=
She describe the feeling as bone had broke.
Oh ya, almost forgot.
MERRY KA-RIS-MES-SI!
it means merry christmas in my language.
Santa doesnt loves me and didnt came to my house.
But i think im blessed.
=D
Last but not least.
Thanks for everyone who concern me so much.
I really do appreciate it.
I'm okay, just like what i've said.
Although not now, and i know i cant be really okay in such a hurry but i promise to be okay.
Just dont worry.
And for who had saw me on PMR's result revealing, clara and khaixin.
Sorry for walk out in such a hurry, sorry for my rudeness, i apologize.
As for ahjo and ahgong, i didnt meant to be tamak la LOL.
And jiejie, thanks for your lolli. =]
Pakcik and ahma, will cheer up soon.
Yongqi and Piaopiao, although both of you really lose in our bet, but no need to belanja la, adui.
And papa, THANKS.
So, thats all.
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Let go
Because im not strong enough to hold it in its position,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to be hurt,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to trust you,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to be damn pessimistic,
And so i let go.
.:shuenyee:.
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to be hurt,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to trust you,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to be damn pessimistic,
And so i let go.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Just because you dont know
You can never understand what im saying.
Not to say you're weird.
You can never understand what im thinking.
Not to say you're not good enough.
Not to say you're not paying attention to what im saying,
Because i also cannot doubt that you're paying attention to what im saying.
You never care me as i do, and i never demand you to do so.
Never.
Not to say you're an alien, definition of alien is just if a bundle of human meet a bundle of alien, then they're alien to each other.
Not demanding you to understand what i said, because i know not many people knew what i am saying sometime.
Not demanding you to not hurt me, because i am a weaker.
But just wanting you to think in my perspective.
You can never understand what i feel.
Not to say you're not caring enough.
But im just selfishly wanting you to care a bit more.
Just a bit more.
You can never see me in your viewing point.
Not to say you're too careless for left me.
But just because im to dull.
I try so hard to shine, but still not changing anything.
You can never remember me.
Not to say you're too forgetful.
But just im not having a strong enough image in your mind.
Just too dull too dull.
Maybe not now, but it is going to faded someday.
But still, i try so hard to shine, just hoping you'll see me.
I try so hard to be understanding when you doesnt get what i mean.
I try so hard to not being upset when you doesnt understand even one single things that i said.
I try so hard to swallow all the things that hurt me deep enough.
I try so hard to make myself strong.
I really did.
I really did.
But still, it doesnt signifying any single thing.
Not even one.
Because, you dont know.
.:shuenyee:.
Not to say you're weird.
You can never understand what im thinking.
Not to say you're not good enough.
Not to say you're not paying attention to what im saying,
Because i also cannot doubt that you're paying attention to what im saying.
You never care me as i do, and i never demand you to do so.
Never.
Not to say you're an alien, definition of alien is just if a bundle of human meet a bundle of alien, then they're alien to each other.
Not demanding you to understand what i said, because i know not many people knew what i am saying sometime.
Not demanding you to not hurt me, because i am a weaker.
But just wanting you to think in my perspective.
You can never understand what i feel.
Not to say you're not caring enough.
But im just selfishly wanting you to care a bit more.
Just a bit more.
You can never see me in your viewing point.
Not to say you're too careless for left me.
But just because im to dull.
I try so hard to shine, but still not changing anything.
You can never remember me.
Not to say you're too forgetful.
But just im not having a strong enough image in your mind.
Just too dull too dull.
Maybe not now, but it is going to faded someday.
But still, i try so hard to shine, just hoping you'll see me.
I try so hard to be understanding when you doesnt get what i mean.
I try so hard to not being upset when you doesnt understand even one single things that i said.
I try so hard to swallow all the things that hurt me deep enough.
I try so hard to make myself strong.
I really did.
I really did.
But still, it doesnt signifying any single thing.
Not even one.
Because, you dont know.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Word of the day : Surprise.
||This world is fulled of surprise, heee.dont ever denied it.||
First thing to share,
SUPER JUNIOR HAVING THEIR NEW ALBUM!!
well, they changed 'Neorago' and 'Sorry sorry' into the other version.but still, it is sooo nice.
Second thing,
Someone said she want to make breakfast for me, hahaha.
=P
Third thing,
New Moon.
I've finish watching, and it doesnt really as nice as i expected.ahaha *high expectation, hee*
Nevertheless, Jacob is hot, haha.
.:shuenyee:.
||This world is fulled of surprise, heee.dont ever denied it.||
First thing to share,
SUPER JUNIOR HAVING THEIR NEW ALBUM!!
well, they changed 'Neorago' and 'Sorry sorry' into the other version.but still, it is sooo nice.
Second thing,
Someone said she want to make breakfast for me, hahaha.
=P
Third thing,
New Moon.
I've finish watching, and it doesnt really as nice as i expected.ahaha *high expectation, hee*
Nevertheless, Jacob is hot, haha.
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Um, it is pretty boring here.
Nothing to do, and dont know what to do.
Nothing i can update also as i dont go anywhere.
Anyway, was pretty happy as Taemin was fully recovered from H1N1.
Welcome back to stage, Taeminie. =]
FT Island's new japanese album is out.
The cover of the album designed by the leader, Jonghoon.
Its so nice.Hee. =D
.:shuenyee:.
Nothing to do, and dont know what to do.
Nothing i can update also as i dont go anywhere.
Anyway, was pretty happy as Taemin was fully recovered from H1N1.
Welcome back to stage, Taeminie. =]
FT Island's new japanese album is out.
The cover of the album designed by the leader, Jonghoon.
Its so nice.Hee. =D
.:shuenyee:.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be
I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be
I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be
I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be
I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
.Used to.
.:shuenyee:.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Word of the day: cherish.
||Speak of life.||
Well, I MISS YOU K3B.
Although that is so much unpleasant memories when it come to year end,
But it do really give me so much fun.
Speak of unpleasant memories, my last day wasn't touchy at all.
We're all angry i guess.
Our new Moral teacher dumped our test paper to the recycle bin before we can have a look.
*Maybe she did lied?*
Gah, what is this frigging malay teacher doing in this earth?
And she didn't want to change our marks that she marked it wrong.
She say she did passed the marks up and no argument that we can make.
So, im dead.
Lastly, hope SHINWEN will still continue her studies here.
=)
Today.
Well, something strange happened.
Oh well, i feel dizzy and...WHITEOUT?
Aha, well i did really feel so after two rounds at field.LOL
||Speak of life.||
Well, I MISS YOU K3B.
Although that is so much unpleasant memories when it come to year end,
But it do really give me so much fun.
Speak of unpleasant memories, my last day wasn't touchy at all.
We're all angry i guess.
Our new Moral teacher dumped our test paper to the recycle bin before we can have a look.
*Maybe she did lied?*
Gah, what is this frigging malay teacher doing in this earth?
And she didn't want to change our marks that she marked it wrong.
She say she did passed the marks up and no argument that we can make.
So, im dead.
Lastly, hope SHINWEN will still continue her studies here.
=)
Today.
Well, something strange happened.
Oh well, i feel dizzy and...WHITEOUT?
Aha, well i did really feel so after two rounds at field.LOL
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel, it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...
All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...
It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel, it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...
All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...
It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you
.Officially missing you.
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Word of the day: Oat.
||im so afraid and sick of listen to this word.||
Today wasnt smooth at all.
Or i should called it as unlucky day? Aha.
Firstly, i got the hot water to pour onto my hand.
IT IS SO DAMN PAIN.i think my hand dah cacat. =\
I wasnt going to deny,this was my own fault.Haha.
Me was the one who did the things recklessly all the time and being silly-minded.
=.=
So, the water cooler's hot water pour onto my hand.T.T
I thought it wasnt going to be a very big case, but who knows that it would hurt so bad and it feels like my hand is burning?
Gah.
I got sunburn today.
NO, it should be..i got sunburn yesterday but i noticed today.
=.= another stupid case.
And i cant found any lotion to apply.
Duh.
.:shuenyee:.
||im so afraid and sick of listen to this word.||
Today wasnt smooth at all.
Or i should called it as unlucky day? Aha.
Firstly, i got the hot water to pour onto my hand.
IT IS SO DAMN PAIN.i think my hand dah cacat. =\
I wasnt going to deny,this was my own fault.Haha.
Me was the one who did the things recklessly all the time and being silly-minded.
=.=
So, the water cooler's hot water pour onto my hand.T.T
I thought it wasnt going to be a very big case, but who knows that it would hurt so bad and it feels like my hand is burning?
Gah.
I got sunburn today.
NO, it should be..i got sunburn yesterday but i noticed today.
=.= another stupid case.
And i cant found any lotion to apply.
Duh.
Those scenes filled my head again today.
Everything seems so vivid and yet so far away.
And so do the memories, i was so afraid to open my grip.
I scare it would slip from my hand, and faded in my memories.
Selfishly, i dont want to let go.
But still, it hasnt changed anything.
Everything seems so vivid and yet so far away.
And so do the memories, i was so afraid to open my grip.
I scare it would slip from my hand, and faded in my memories.
Selfishly, i dont want to let go.
But still, it hasnt changed anything.
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Because I'm Stupid
I'm really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you're looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this
I won't be in your days
I won't be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming
As i watch you walking past, I'm still happy
even yet you still don't know my heart
I should stop this and go
I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
"I love you" is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you
I won't be in your days
I won't be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I'm making memories alone
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you
I'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
'I want to see you' is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you
bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I'll keep hoping....
I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
"I love you" is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
I'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
'I want to see you' is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you
I know of no one other than you
you're looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this
I won't be in your days
I won't be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming
As i watch you walking past, I'm still happy
even yet you still don't know my heart
I should stop this and go
I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
"I love you" is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you
I won't be in your days
I won't be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I'm making memories alone
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you
I'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
'I want to see you' is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you
bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I'll keep hoping....
I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
"I love you" is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
I'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
'I want to see you' is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you
.because im stupid - SS501.
.:shuenyee:.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Word of the day: Dawn.
|| Dawn represent a whole new day, can it help me to end all the things that happened lately?||
Still, nothing i have done. =\
Five hours ago, i said i want to start my revision.
Five hours later, still sitting in front of the computer.
Two hours ago, i said i want to watch A.N.JELL.
Two hours later, i realize that i cant finish one episode also.
It ended with i re watch Jeremy's parts. ^^
I said i wanna read Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde before.
But til now, only a few line that i had read.
I said i want to clear all my books,
Oh well, it still laid at there like a mountain. =.=
Gah. = (
一个小时后，心真的能回到原点吗？
就在这一个小时， 让我喜欢上你吧。
Taken from A.N.JELL (You're beautiful), which spoke by Hongki who starred as Jeremy.
He is just cute with his smile and the way he thought himself is a gay. =P
He is so chubby ^^
Taken from F.T Island's new album.
Jeremy! (Hongki!)
.:shuenyee:.
|| Dawn represent a whole new day, can it help me to end all the things that happened lately?||
Still, nothing i have done. =\
Five hours ago, i said i want to start my revision.
Five hours later, still sitting in front of the computer.
Two hours ago, i said i want to watch A.N.JELL.
Two hours later, i realize that i cant finish one episode also.
It ended with i re watch Jeremy's parts. ^^
I said i wanna read Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde before.
But til now, only a few line that i had read.
I said i want to clear all my books,
Oh well, it still laid at there like a mountain. =.=
Gah. = (
一个小时后，心真的能回到原点吗？
就在这一个小时， 让我喜欢上你吧。
Taken from A.N.JELL (You're beautiful), which spoke by Hongki who starred as Jeremy.
He is just cute with his smile and the way he thought himself is a gay. =P
He is so chubby ^^
Taken from F.T Island's new album.
Jeremy! (Hongki!)
.:shuenyee:.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Word of the day: Doom.
|| A sense of impending doom. ||
What can i do to bring back to where we are?
The past that do not full of awkward feeling and hatred.
What can i do to bring us back?
Im begging so hard to want you come back
But in return, we are all full with wound.
Awkward feeling are all wrote on our face
Awkward filled the atmosphere cruelly.
In your eyes, i see nothing.
I cant feel your smile that are really genuine, your thought that are always with us.
You're just getting far and far away.
It is so far, til i cant reach...
Since when power are important to you?
Since when show off are what you filled with?
Since when, that you just want us as a bundle of so-called spare actor that you can throw it away at anytime.
Then, what's the definition of friend?
I just wanted to say,
Neo napun yeojaya!
|| A sense of impending doom. ||
What can i do to bring back to where we are?
The past that do not full of awkward feeling and hatred.
What can i do to bring us back?
Im begging so hard to want you come back
But in return, we are all full with wound.
Awkward feeling are all wrote on our face
Awkward filled the atmosphere cruelly.
In your eyes, i see nothing.
I cant feel your smile that are really genuine, your thought that are always with us.
You're just getting far and far away.
It is so far, til i cant reach...
Since when power are important to you?
Since when show off are what you filled with?
Since when, that you just want us as a bundle of so-called spare actor that you can throw it away at anytime.
Then, what's the definition of friend?
I just wanted to say,
Neo napun yeojaya!
Adam Lambert has a new song which named For Your Entertainment!
It is so catchy but it cant bring out Adam's voice perfectly.
But, as overall he did a good job. =]
It is so catchy but it cant bring out Adam's voice perfectly.
But, as overall he did a good job. =]
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Word of the day: Leaving.
|| Leaving. Leaving, i shouldn't be so selfish to want she to stay.||Pictures cannot be upload from camera because of some stupid problem.
So, im still waiting a perfect time to upload pictures from the frigging camera.
Oh well, FT Island had their new albums!
Japanese Album
1. Raining
2. Everything Is Possible
3. Its You
Double Date
2. Everything Is Possible
3. Its You
Double Date
See?! The cover is so nice!
This album is made up by two different album which called "One date" and Two date", One date is filled with F.T Island's new songs, Two date is filled with FT Triple which made up by Jaejin the bassist and now he is taking lead vocal and guitarist's place, Jonghoon the guitarist is played as a pianist while Minhwan is maintaining his place as a drummer. Seunghyun the other guitarist and Hongki the lead vocal in FT Island will not be in FT Triple.
Two Date ( white cover), One Date (black cover).
The black cover is so nice, and HONGKI LOOKS CUTE! oh ya, the aegyo Minhwan looks cool too. :P
1. Lie
2. A Song For You ( Korean Version)
3. Love Must Have Come
2. A Song For You ( Korean Version)
3. Love Must Have Come
Jaejin's voice is nice too. But, i wonder what the frigging band that put on Jonghoon's head? It looks weird.
1. Love Letter
2. Far Away
3. Try Pinchin me
2. Far Away
3. Try Pinchin me
this band really has a lots of potential, Seunghyun the new member, Jaejin and Hongki do really have a nice voice.Besides,Minhwan, Jaejin and Hongki do really have a brilliant performance in drama. And, this band capture my attention. *oh ya, and my friendssss too*
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I thought you were my love
I thought you were my everything
I believed that you would be my last love
I laughed only for you
I lived only for you
I believed in your love and that it was happiness
It’s all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
You’ve hurt me so
You left me crying
You said you’ll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love
Being loved by one person
Giving love to one person
I foolishly believed that person would be you
It’s all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
You’ve hurt me so
You left me crying
You said you’ll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love
{RAP}
To say it was love was a lie
Saying that you loved me was a lie
Saying it was eternal was a lie
Left me Only with the words that she’ll come back
Where did she go We’re falling further apart
Where did she go We’re falling further & further apart
I’ll love only you
Just in case you came back, back to me
I can’t love again
Even though you hurt me, and saddened me
I’m waiting only for you
It’s all lies, All lies
Our separation was all a lie
Because you are my love, my all
I’m waiting only for you
I thought you were my everything
I believed that you would be my last love
I laughed only for you
I lived only for you
I believed in your love and that it was happiness
It’s all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
You’ve hurt me so
You left me crying
You said you’ll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love
Being loved by one person
Giving love to one person
I foolishly believed that person would be you
It’s all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
You’ve hurt me so
You left me crying
You said you’ll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love
{RAP}
To say it was love was a lie
Saying that you loved me was a lie
Saying it was eternal was a lie
Left me Only with the words that she’ll come back
Where did she go We’re falling further apart
Where did she go We’re falling further & further apart
I’ll love only you
Just in case you came back, back to me
I can’t love again
Even though you hurt me, and saddened me
I’m waiting only for you
It’s all lies, All lies
Our separation was all a lie
Because you are my love, my all
I’m waiting only for you
FT Island, After Love.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Word of the day: over you.
||someday, in another place, i'll got over you.||
Graduation Ceremony end perfectly.
Hehe. *except for some detail things, it is rate as perfect.*
Went out with pak cik and ailin to buy things for Anniversary.
Well, i did lots of stupid things. *hehe*
And, we had SPECIAL MEMORIES too. =P
We keep on daddy here daddy there when we bought shirt as everyone were staring at us.
They were confused why this three people doing here?
Probably they thought we are kacau kacau.
But at last, we bought something, at least.
Oh ya, i baked cake yesterday.
Um, it is STEAM la actually.
It looks yummy and it did taste yummy also.
Pictures will be upload soon.
.:shuenyee:.
||someday, in another place, i'll got over you.||
Graduation Ceremony end perfectly.
Hehe. *except for some detail things, it is rate as perfect.*
Went out with pak cik and ailin to buy things for Anniversary.
Well, i did lots of stupid things. *hehe*
And, we had SPECIAL MEMORIES too. =P
We keep on daddy here daddy there when we bought shirt as everyone were staring at us.
They were confused why this three people doing here?
Probably they thought we are kacau kacau.
But at last, we bought something, at least.
Oh ya, i baked cake yesterday.
Um, it is STEAM la actually.
It looks yummy and it did taste yummy also.
Pictures will be upload soon.
.:shuenyee:.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Word of the day: Tired.
||extremely exhausted.||
Im going to faint im going to faint im going to faint.
Gonwo is Taekyung?!
Taekyung is Gonwo?!
*No, its impossible, they doesnt looks alike lar.*
=.=
Oh well im actually talking about the Gonwo from Beethoven Virus and the Taekyung from A.N.JELL.
They are same person.I shocked when i knew that he is starring Beethoven Virus also.
Anyway, A.N.JELL rocks and Hongki who starring as a British-Korean, Jeremy is so funny.
He likes to do stupid stuff but he is chubby. =P
Tomorrow is Graduation Ceremony.Having lotsa stuffss to do.
So, do sleep now, nights.
.:shuenyee:.
||extremely exhausted.||
Im going to faint im going to faint im going to faint.
Gonwo is Taekyung?!
Taekyung is Gonwo?!
*No, its impossible, they doesnt looks alike lar.*
=.=
Oh well im actually talking about the Gonwo from Beethoven Virus and the Taekyung from A.N.JELL.
They are same person.I shocked when i knew that he is starring Beethoven Virus also.
Anyway, A.N.JELL rocks and Hongki who starring as a British-Korean, Jeremy is so funny.
He likes to do stupid stuff but he is chubby. =P
Tomorrow is Graduation Ceremony.Having lotsa stuffss to do.
So, do sleep now, nights.
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Word of the day: Silhouette.
||Dark shadow.Follow me, til the end of me.||
BOY FRIEND vs IDOL.
Who did you choose?
Lots of people choose the first one although now is not the time for that.
Surprisingly, i choose second one.
Hoho, it is quite a shocking answer, but then i really do choose idol.
As what we know, boyfriend might affect our study if we do not handle it properly.
Oh well, idol might affect but no much, as they do not know us and we do not know them well.
This is the conclusion that i've make with Fion. *too free*
Secondly, DO BUGS HAVE RELIGION?
will bugs have religion?
Then perhaps we should use spade to bury them and read something for them.
How bout an Islamic bug?
Then we should wash it properly then read Al-quran for it.
But then Buddhist bug will be easier right?
They do not need to wash at least.
Thirdly, I WANNA WATCH MEATBALLS!
I haven't watch yet as there is no spare time after going to Redbox.
Oh ya, we get a bottle of Sparking juice because of Halloween.
And the juice is suck.
So dont ever go and try it, or else you will really regret for trying it.
It did taste like kicap although it said it is made from grapes.
Or maybe they do really put kicap in? =.=
Anyway, they do taste suck to me.
Fourthly, TOMORROW IS RAPTAI.
Not going back to class i think.
How's tomorrow? hmm.
Fifthly, I WANNA OWN SUJU AND FT ISLAND NEW ALBUM.
but then i have no money to buy la. T.T
Save money might be a good choice but when can i own it?
Thats all for today, school days are boring.
Because im too lazy to do anything.
Too late for now, so nights.
.:shuenyee:.
||Dark shadow.Follow me, til the end of me.||
BOY FRIEND vs IDOL.
Who did you choose?
Lots of people choose the first one although now is not the time for that.
Surprisingly, i choose second one.
Hoho, it is quite a shocking answer, but then i really do choose idol.
As what we know, boyfriend might affect our study if we do not handle it properly.
Oh well, idol might affect but no much, as they do not know us and we do not know them well.
This is the conclusion that i've make with Fion. *too free*
Secondly, DO BUGS HAVE RELIGION?
will bugs have religion?
Then perhaps we should use spade to bury them and read something for them.
How bout an Islamic bug?
Then we should wash it properly then read Al-quran for it.
But then Buddhist bug will be easier right?
They do not need to wash at least.
Thirdly, I WANNA WATCH MEATBALLS!
I haven't watch yet as there is no spare time after going to Redbox.
Oh ya, we get a bottle of Sparking juice because of Halloween.
And the juice is suck.
So dont ever go and try it, or else you will really regret for trying it.
It did taste like kicap although it said it is made from grapes.
Or maybe they do really put kicap in? =.=
Anyway, they do taste suck to me.
Fourthly, TOMORROW IS RAPTAI.
Not going back to class i think.
How's tomorrow? hmm.
Fifthly, I WANNA OWN SUJU AND FT ISLAND NEW ALBUM.
but then i have no money to buy la. T.T
Save money might be a good choice but when can i own it?
Thats all for today, school days are boring.
Because im too lazy to do anything.
Too late for now, so nights.
.:shuenyee:.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Word of the day: monologue.
||talking to myself silently||
I notice that i like to talk to myself lately.
Um, its sounds weird right? but i do sing to myself, so it shouldn't be at the top place of weird things i've done.
AND, i notice one of my classmate like to talk to herself too.
This one looks like 'lost spirit' type and she do always say something weird to me. =.=
Wonder maybe she feels lonely? *then i think i should find someone to talk with her*
=D
.:shuenyee:.
||talking to myself silently||
I notice that i like to talk to myself lately.
Um, its sounds weird right? but i do sing to myself, so it shouldn't be at the top place of weird things i've done.
AND, i notice one of my classmate like to talk to herself too.
This one looks like 'lost spirit' type and she do always say something weird to me. =.=
Wonder maybe she feels lonely? *then i think i should find someone to talk with her*
=D
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Word of the day : Dizziness.
|| You spin my head right round right round.. ||
Everything spin and spin after pmr. duh*
I wasnt feeling well after this freaking pmr, i feel like im ganna faint any time. ==
Mandy said i become "no spirit" after exam and im so damn agree. haha*
I have nothing to do. =[
Things repeat and repeat day by day, i wish to escape from here and go to somewhere.
Somewhere or anywhere.
I dont mind to maroon on the island like Robinson Crusoe, but at least let me bring my comp there.
Or, imma going to live in a jungle with monkey?
Um, first option better.
Oh ya, things are becoming worst day by day and i realize, SOMEONE IS REALLY BORING. =P
Well, i dont mind this, but at least do not repeat every single things that you said one minutes ago. laugh out loud*
I wash i can meet Genie and tell him to grain me wishes.
It would be so nice if he do really grain and make my wishes come true. pray hardly*
I wish to own Suju and FT Island's new album!!
Their songs are damn nice.
I wish to own Minhwan's drumstick! and Jaejin's bass guitar!
Super Junior M had a new song called 'super girl.'
My head are going to burst as my brain cant generate any design. T.T
Impulses are working slowly and motor nerves are working slowly too.
IM GOING TO BECOME AN OLD LADY... -.-
Forget bout this.
Zhenying is going to leave here and go to Singapore.
She might packing her luggage now.. :P
Anyway, all the best to her.
I wanna watch Cloudy Filled With A Chance Of Meatballs and Surrogates!
But nobody accompany me. =[
Aha, i think i should stop now, getting crazy and crazy.
.:shuenyee:.
|| You spin my head right round right round.. ||
Everything spin and spin after pmr. duh*
I wasnt feeling well after this freaking pmr, i feel like im ganna faint any time. ==
Mandy said i become "no spirit" after exam and im so damn agree. haha*
I have nothing to do. =[
Things repeat and repeat day by day, i wish to escape from here and go to somewhere.
Somewhere or anywhere.
I dont mind to maroon on the island like Robinson Crusoe, but at least let me bring my comp there.
Or, imma going to live in a jungle with monkey?
Um, first option better.
Oh ya, things are becoming worst day by day and i realize, SOMEONE IS REALLY BORING. =P
Well, i dont mind this, but at least do not repeat every single things that you said one minutes ago. laugh out loud*
I wash i can meet Genie and tell him to grain me wishes.
It would be so nice if he do really grain and make my wishes come true. pray hardly*
I wish to own Suju and FT Island's new album!!
Their songs are damn nice.
I wish to own Minhwan's drumstick! and Jaejin's bass guitar!
Super Junior M had a new song called 'super girl.'
My head are going to burst as my brain cant generate any design. T.T
Impulses are working slowly and motor nerves are working slowly too.
IM GOING TO BECOME AN OLD LADY... -.-
Forget bout this.
Zhenying is going to leave here and go to Singapore.
She might packing her luggage now.. :P
Anyway, all the best to her.
I wanna watch Cloudy Filled With A Chance Of Meatballs and Surrogates!
But nobody accompany me. =[
Aha, i think i should stop now, getting crazy and crazy.
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Word of the day: Breaking free.
|| Think of HSM, ey?||
And so, pmr was FINALLY passed! *finally*
It means we are free!
Free from those books, History of course and those electric and account things in KH.
But then, i suddenly felt bored for no doing anything now =.=
Its weird.hmm.
Oh ya, currently addicted to two boy band -- Super Junior and FT Island.
They do dance well and sing well.
Thus, im now currently addicted to Korean songs.
Last but not least, FT Island are HOT!
Their songs are so nice and Hongki and Jonghoon and Seunghyun are freaking hot. =]
And so do Suju, Yesung rocks! =P
This is the Old F.T island, with their ex-guitarist, Wonbin.
This is new F.T island with their new member, as a raper and guitarist, Seunghyun.
.:shuenyee:.
|| Think of HSM, ey?||
And so, pmr was FINALLY passed! *finally*
It means we are free!
Free from those books, History of course and those electric and account things in KH.
But then, i suddenly felt bored for no doing anything now =.=
Its weird.hmm.
Oh ya, currently addicted to two boy band -- Super Junior and FT Island.
They do dance well and sing well.
Thus, im now currently addicted to Korean songs.
Last but not least, FT Island are HOT!
Their songs are so nice and Hongki and Jonghoon and Seunghyun are freaking hot. =]
And so do Suju, Yesung rocks! =P
This is the Old F.T island, with their ex-guitarist, Wonbin.
This is new F.T island with their new member, as a raper and guitarist, Seunghyun..:shuenyee:.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Word of the day: Devoted.
||addicted to something. =P||
Well, PMR just around the corner and i haven't finish my revision.
What i only left is just less then a week.
LESS THAN ONE WEEK. *damn*
And i still online as usual. -.-
*it is so hard to cut down the time that i spend on surfing net.*
T.T
"Concentrate" to Super Junior lately.
So addicted to their "Sorry sorry".
*sorry sorry sorry sorry, nega nega nega macheo, nega nega nege pyjeo pyjeo pyjeo porio baby...*
What a catchy beat. haha.
And i like YESUNG the best. :P
He has a really nice voice.
Here is:
Yesungie. :P
||addicted to something. =P||
Well, PMR just around the corner and i haven't finish my revision.
What i only left is just less then a week.
LESS THAN ONE WEEK. *damn*
And i still online as usual. -.-
*it is so hard to cut down the time that i spend on surfing net.*
T.T
"Concentrate" to Super Junior lately.
So addicted to their "Sorry sorry".
*sorry sorry sorry sorry, nega nega nega macheo, nega nega nege pyjeo pyjeo pyjeo porio baby...*
What a catchy beat. haha.
And i like YESUNG the best. :P
He has a really nice voice.
Here is:
Yesungie. :P.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Word of the day: Tool.
|| what's the feeling for being a tool?||
Well, IM BACK!
Computer was being naughty for almost one month.
Gah. ON and OFF.
So saying HELLO now.
Second task - change my blog skin.
Story will be continue tomorrow.
|| what's the feeling for being a tool?||
Well, IM BACK!
Computer was being naughty for almost one month.
Gah. ON and OFF.
So saying HELLO now.
Second task - change my blog skin.
Story will be continue tomorrow.
i was being a fool.
why i wasnt hate her one year ago?
why now?
why?
why i wasnt hate her one year ago?
why now?
why?
.:shuenyee:.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Word of the day: contradiction.
||mind and brain had been devided into two.||
Mum's birthday at 21th August. :)
Want to make something for her but end with nothing. T.T
Anyway, Mum, Happy Birthday!
Went to band practice with Jiamei at 22th August.
'Surprisingly' we found five people in classroom.
=.=
No outdoor due to raining whole morning.
Sunday was so boring. *so lazy to do revision*
I wanna go out! *but then raining*
||mind and brain had been devided into two.||
Mum's birthday at 21th August. :)
Want to make something for her but end with nothing. T.T
Anyway, Mum, Happy Birthday!
Went to band practice with Jiamei at 22th August.
'Surprisingly' we found five people in classroom.
=.=
No outdoor due to raining whole morning.
Sunday was so boring. *so lazy to do revision*
I wanna go out! *but then raining*
I've did something really wrong right?
I wasnt purposely.T.T
Really wasnt purposely.
I wasnt purposely.T.T
Really wasnt purposely.
I appologize.
.:shuenyee:.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Word of the day: Perfect.
||Imperfect is perfect.When you desire perfect, then there is not perfect anymore.||
Well, three days to JPN Geography and im still here.
At least i got feel guilty. :)
I guess im not going to pass it with flying colour. *sad case*
Gummy bear finished and so do marshmallow. T.T
*How am i going to do revision..*
Last but not least, practicing Pachelbel's canon d recently.
Am going to success in those semiquavers.
Someday. haha.
.:shuenyee:.
||Imperfect is perfect.When you desire perfect, then there is not perfect anymore.||
Well, three days to JPN Geography and im still here.
At least i got feel guilty. :)
I guess im not going to pass it with flying colour. *sad case*
Gummy bear finished and so do marshmallow. T.T
*How am i going to do revision..*
Last but not least, practicing Pachelbel's canon d recently.
Am going to success in those semiquavers.
Someday. haha.
.:shuenyee:.
Friday, August 7, 2009
Word of the day: Boredom.
|| Ahhh.||
Blogskin got problem.
So i switched to my last time's skin due to lazy find new blogskin plus my mouse rosak again.
=.=
This new layout looks plain. *simplicity mah*
Anyway, after my mouse function normally, i'll change back la.
So, now's the white-grey's layout. =P
.:shuenyee:.
|| Ahhh.||
Blogskin got problem.
So i switched to my last time's skin due to lazy find new blogskin plus my mouse rosak again.
=.=
This new layout looks plain. *simplicity mah*
Anyway, after my mouse function normally, i'll change back la.
So, now's the white-grey's layout. =P
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Word of the day: Haunted.
|| Where are you? I need you, dont leave me here on my own. Speak to me, be with me, I cant survive unless i know you're with me.||
Was addicted to Haunted, this song lately.=]
8 days left. Hah. Am going to die.
Havent finish doing any revision yet.
And this is what i called - damn.
Trail is around the corner and yet i cant concentrate. T.T
Schooling was so boring nowadays plus when double science period.
A few words to desribe - - Boredom, Aunty bargaining price and although she was wrong, she still said she was the right one. =.=
And i realize she was being auntier and auntier day by day.
She even scold us stupid.
How sad was it. *tsk tsk*
.:shuenyee:.
|| Where are you? I need you, dont leave me here on my own. Speak to me, be with me, I cant survive unless i know you're with me.||
Was addicted to Haunted, this song lately.=]
8 days left. Hah. Am going to die.
Havent finish doing any revision yet.
And this is what i called - damn.
Trail is around the corner and yet i cant concentrate. T.T
Schooling was so boring nowadays plus when double science period.
A few words to desribe - - Boredom, Aunty bargaining price and although she was wrong, she still said she was the right one. =.=
And i realize she was being auntier and auntier day by day.
She even scold us stupid.
How sad was it. *tsk tsk*
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Word of the day: Fool.
||I've being fool for long time, isnt it?||
I fall asleep by the telephone
Its 2'O clock and i'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just dont feel the same
'cause i can feel that you're gone
I cant bite my tongue forever
While you are trying to play it cool
You can hide behind the stories
But dont take me for a fool
You can tell me there's nobody else
But i feel it
You can tell me you're home by yourself
But i see it
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But i know, i know
Your love is just a lie
Its nothing but a lie
.:shuenyee:.
||I've being fool for long time, isnt it?||
I fall asleep by the telephone
Its 2'O clock and i'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just dont feel the same
'cause i can feel that you're gone
I cant bite my tongue forever
While you are trying to play it cool
You can hide behind the stories
But dont take me for a fool
You can tell me there's nobody else
But i feel it
You can tell me you're home by yourself
But i see it
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But i know, i know
Your love is just a lie
Its nothing but a lie
Your Love Is Just A Lie.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Word of the day: Thanks.
||This is the only thing i can say for all those things which happened today.||
Today is Me, my birthday! =P
Received pa, Lingsiew and Jiamei's message at about 1 something.
Thanksssssss all.
Wished by lotsa people in school.
classmates, Khaixin, Shinwen, Jinnie, Mandy, Zithung, Ahgong, Jiayi, Sherry and Kim. =]
And lotsa lotsa people. *Wheeeeee*
Thanks piggy for the lollipopsssssssssss. =]
Thanks Phualin and Khaixin them for the card.
T.T
And my mum baked cake!
Teehee..
.:shuenyee:.
||This is the only thing i can say for all those things which happened today.||
Today is Me, my birthday! =P
Received pa, Lingsiew and Jiamei's message at about 1 something.
Thanksssssss all.
Wished by lotsa people in school.
classmates, Khaixin, Shinwen, Jinnie, Mandy, Zithung, Ahgong, Jiayi, Sherry and Kim. =]
And lotsa lotsa people. *Wheeeeee*
Thanks piggy for the lollipopsssssssssss. =]
Thanks Phualin and Khaixin them for the card.
T.T
And my mum baked cake!
Teehee..
.:shuenyee:.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Word of the day: Backstabber.
|| made up of eleven words but yet, humans hate this.||
Okay, today's topic is backstabber.
Who is so so so f**king hated by all the humans.
And i met one lately.
An idiot and love being jealous's backstabber.
What the heck is on her small and tiny mind except for grass?
What was her thinking is? and filled her own mind with jealousy?
Oh, now i know.she is so free for that.
You think YOU are the only one who know her?
But then i dont think she want to know you either.
Was so disappointed to you.
And now i knew, you hated me so much.
I think you dont wish to see me again right?
And now im going to let you know,
AS WHAT YOU WISH, i dont wish to see you too.
Use your stupid pathetic eyes and your-so-called-intelligent to back stab another people.
Use your tiny small brain to do something useful *pathetic.. tsk tsk.*
So, now form an equation, i guess. YOU make me hate you.
But just for one day.So, you lose. =P
.:shuenyee:.
|| made up of eleven words but yet, humans hate this.||
Okay, today's topic is backstabber.
Who is so so so f**king hated by all the humans.
And i met one lately.
An idiot and love being jealous's backstabber.
What the heck is on her small and tiny mind except for grass?
What was her thinking is? and filled her own mind with jealousy?
Oh, now i know.she is so free for that.
You think YOU are the only one who know her?
But then i dont think she want to know you either.
Was so disappointed to you.
And now i knew, you hated me so much.
I think you dont wish to see me again right?
And now im going to let you know,
AS WHAT YOU WISH, i dont wish to see you too.
Use your stupid pathetic eyes and your-so-called-intelligent to back stab another people.
Use your tiny small brain to do something useful *pathetic.. tsk tsk.*
So, now form an equation, i guess. YOU make me hate you.
But just for one day.So, you lose. =P
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Word of the day: Madness.
||Yea, im mad.Im sinking slowly into my mad world.||
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So busy nowadays.
Lots and lots of homeworks..
Lots and lots of subjects which i also dont know where they stopped.
Gaih.
I wish i can ponteng. =P
Was just half-way salin my Sivik exercise because the teacher hilangkan my book!
So, i need to salin all over again. =.=
So, this is my life now.
No more band. =]
||Yea, im mad.Im sinking slowly into my mad world.||
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So busy nowadays.
Lots and lots of homeworks..
Lots and lots of subjects which i also dont know where they stopped.
Gaih.
I wish i can ponteng. =P
Was just half-way salin my Sivik exercise because the teacher hilangkan my book!
So, i need to salin all over again. =.=
So, this is my life now.
No more band. =]
chocolates makes me relax and makes me happier. =]
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Word of the day: Unbearable.
|| Awkward and pain filled up my mind and messed my world.||
Things changed.
Memories build up and sadness filled.
Happiness faded down, sadness creep silently.
It filled my mind, mess up my world.
Hold onto me and its nearly kills me.
The more you care, the more you hurt.
Trying to concentrate so hard but yet cant,
Trying to forget all but yet cant,
Trying not to let sad thoughts influenced me but yet cant,
Trying not to mess my world up but yet cant,
Trying to let go but yet cant,
Trying to erase all the unpleasant memories but yet cant,
I was trying so hard, why just cant?
Why?
.:shuenyee:.
|| Awkward and pain filled up my mind and messed my world.||
Things changed.
Memories build up and sadness filled.
Happiness faded down, sadness creep silently.
It filled my mind, mess up my world.
Hold onto me and its nearly kills me.
The more you care, the more you hurt.
Trying to concentrate so hard but yet cant,
Trying to forget all but yet cant,
Trying not to let sad thoughts influenced me but yet cant,
Trying not to mess my world up but yet cant,
Trying to let go but yet cant,
Trying to erase all the unpleasant memories but yet cant,
I was trying so hard, why just cant?
Why?
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Word of the day: Shattered.
||It left scar, behind the wound||
Raptai day.
Which means im not in class for the whole day.
Then, end.
Time passed so fast when im not in class...
=]
Legs was so pain after wearing high heels. T.T
||It left scar, behind the wound||
Raptai day.
Which means im not in class for the whole day.
Then, end.
Time passed so fast when im not in class...
=]
Legs was so pain after wearing high heels. T.T
I wanna skip my Friday tuition. Should i?
I was so damn tired and lazy.
Something is changing, but i cant let go.
When, is the time?
To make me let go?To not puts hope?
.:shuenyee:.
I was so damn tired and lazy.
Something is changing, but i cant let go.
When, is the time?
To make me let go?To not puts hope?
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Word of the day: Memories.
||Faded down every second and every day.||
Raptai again.
Not as good as i expect.
I think im not doing what i suspose to be.
Aihhh.
Shih Wen still not coming to school.
Wonders what happened to her. *hmm?*
Anyway, hope she is okay.=]
.:shuenyee:.
||Faded down every second and every day.||
Raptai again.
Not as good as i expect.
I think im not doing what i suspose to be.
Aihhh.
Shih Wen still not coming to school.
Wonders what happened to her. *hmm?*
Anyway, hope she is okay.=]
What Hurts The Most?
Was being so close
Was having so much to say
And watching you walk away.
*what hurts the most BY rascal flatts*
Was being so close
Was having so much to say
And watching you walk away.
*what hurts the most BY rascal flatts*
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, July 6, 2009
I wanna changed my BLOG SKIN!
SOON.
Haha.
Which means not now. =.=
Because this blog skin not nice. =P
Because due to my computer's problem, i cant click on it.
Any brilliant suggestion?
Next tomorrow is concert raptai again.
So, going to be another taught day.
School days were just fine.
Nothing mixed in it.A bit plain i think.
Simplicity was not always nice. =]
Saturday's practice was just HIGH.
Think of lotsa weird style *weird is a suitable adjective, i think*
Because Puiying was so high. =.=
SOON.
Haha.
Which means not now. =.=
Because this blog skin not nice. =P
Because due to my computer's problem, i cant click on it.
Any brilliant suggestion?
Next tomorrow is concert raptai again.
So, going to be another taught day.
School days were just fine.
Nothing mixed in it.A bit plain i think.
Simplicity was not always nice. =]
Saturday's practice was just HIGH.
Think of lotsa weird style *weird is a suitable adjective, i think*
Because Puiying was so high. =.=
They told me,
Life isnt a bed of roses.
Appreciate or else you will regret.
Life is just an illusion.
But you're not going to notice when it come to the end.
Life isnt a bed of roses.
Appreciate or else you will regret.
Life is just an illusion.
But you're not going to notice when it come to the end.
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
So, finished the second raptai.
*Haih*
I did it badly, i guess?
Well, work harder next time. =]
Today went to music room to settle stuffsss but end with ditakutkan oleh Yihan. =.=
Science period was so so boring.
Teacher is KI SIAO and KI HIAO.
Why dont she just take mc then rest at home?
Haih. Teaching the chemical substances in front of her lar i think.
Or she is trying to be an ant. haha.
Then we ask her, "the thing got positive and negative terminal right?then which one is positive?"
Guess what she said. "I dont know."
Huh?! what dont know?! We really get a shock.
=.=
*Haih*
I did it badly, i guess?
Well, work harder next time. =]
Today went to music room to settle stuffsss but end with ditakutkan oleh Yihan. =.=
Science period was so so boring.
Teacher is KI SIAO and KI HIAO.
Why dont she just take mc then rest at home?
Haih. Teaching the chemical substances in front of her lar i think.
Or she is trying to be an ant. haha.
Then we ask her, "the thing got positive and negative terminal right?then which one is positive?"
Guess what she said. "I dont know."
Huh?! what dont know?! We really get a shock.
=.=
Then my classmate said, you go find MJ lar... *tsk tsk*
LOL.
LOL.
I want nobody nobody but you.
Nobody nobody but you.
=P
Nobody nobody but you.
=P
.:shuenyeee:.
Monday, June 29, 2009
MJ.
Michael Jackson had passed away.
1958-2009
The King Of Pop, Rest In Peace.
Just wonder, why does those talented people passed away so early?
Just like Elvis Presley.
*sigh*
Just realized that MJ was soo soo soo amazing.
And i only notice him after he passed away. =.=
He is so so soo talented and im so admire him after watching his concert which he held long time ago in tv.
just, RIP, MJ.
.:shuenyee:.
1958-2009
The King Of Pop, Rest In Peace.
Just wonder, why does those talented people passed away so early?
Just like Elvis Presley.
*sigh*
Just realized that MJ was soo soo soo amazing.
And i only notice him after he passed away. =.=
He is so so soo talented and im so admire him after watching his concert which he held long time ago in tv.
just, RIP, MJ.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Finally return to my class.
Started to catch up my homework.
Started to return back to my daily life.
No more coming out from class during the class.
Started to feel boring. T.T
Anyway, tonnes of homework need to be complete and folios which delay delay and delay.
Piaopiao came to find me today.Hope she found back her thing.
Was so sleepy nowaday. *Yawn*
And yet still need to do homework. T.T
.:shuenyee:.
Started to catch up my homework.
Started to return back to my daily life.
No more coming out from class during the class.
Started to feel boring. T.T
Anyway, tonnes of homework need to be complete and folios which delay delay and delay.
Piaopiao came to find me today.Hope she found back her thing.
Was so sleepy nowaday. *Yawn*
And yet still need to do homework. T.T
im not a perfect person.
there's many things which i wish i didnt do.
i never meant to do those things to you.
"i never know you well."
this is what you said and i still remember.
i dont know what to answer and now i do.
there's many things which i wish i didnt do.
i never meant to do those things to you.
"i never know you well."
this is what you said and i still remember.
i dont know what to answer and now i do.
.:shuenyee:.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Its Show Time.
We get 2nd in Penang state formation competition!
Pcghs band, congratulation!
=P
And here is the result.
champion: SMJK Jit Sin
1st runner-up: Pcghs
2nd runner-up: SMJK Union
The Best preparation: Pcghs
The Best drum major: SMJK Jit Sin
We make it! We really make it!
Working so so hard in this few months..
And became darker and darker..
Missed out soo many periods in class..
Missed out my holidayss..
And here prove that we can!
No much style, no colour guard..
Wheeeeee...
=]
Now, here come to the end.
Formation competition is over.
Which means, they are going to leave.
Anyway, hope that we manage to get higher achieve in next year.
.:shuenyee:.
Pcghs band, congratulation!
=P
And here is the result.
champion: SMJK Jit Sin
1st runner-up: Pcghs
2nd runner-up: SMJK Union
The Best preparation: Pcghs
The Best drum major: SMJK Jit Sin
We make it! We really make it!
Working so so hard in this few months..
And became darker and darker..
Missed out soo many periods in class..
Missed out my holidayss..
And here prove that we can!
No much style, no colour guard..
Wheeeeee...
=]
Now, here come to the end.
Formation competition is over.
Which means, they are going to leave.
Anyway, hope that we manage to get higher achieve in next year.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, June 15, 2009
MY HAIR MY HAIR MY HAIR!
Urghh.dunno what the barber is doing.
She ruin my hair.
T.T
Mum some more perli, "Since when i had three sons?"
Memang sedih wan tau?
Today changed of timetable.
Some are still remain, but Maths teacher is changed.
No more Sim Kah Seng. Haih.
Sv changed teacher also.
And our new mystery teacher -- cikgu X.
My classmate said the paper wrote:
cikgu X -- belum lapor di sekolah.
LOL.
Mixerable.
Lots of things filled my head.
Maybe its just my problem.
Maybe im over sensitive.
Myself, Her, They and Them.
Just wondering,
Is it the situation needs me or vice versa?
Hows the life without those dilemma?
Is it still is so-called life?
.:shuenyee:.
Urghh.dunno what the barber is doing.
She ruin my hair.
T.T
Mum some more perli, "Since when i had three sons?"
Memang sedih wan tau?
Today changed of timetable.
Some are still remain, but Maths teacher is changed.
No more Sim Kah Seng. Haih.
Sv changed teacher also.
And our new mystery teacher -- cikgu X.
My classmate said the paper wrote:
cikgu X -- belum lapor di sekolah.
LOL.
Mixerable.
Lots of things filled my head.
Maybe its just my problem.
Maybe im over sensitive.
Myself, Her, They and Them.
Just wondering,
Is it the situation needs me or vice versa?
Hows the life without those dilemma?
Is it still is so-called life?
.:shuenyee:.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Reality Oh Reality.
I thought YOU believe me.
I thought YOU trust me with YOUR heart.
I thought YOU will listen to me.
I thought YOU are reasonable.
I thought.
I thought.
I thought.
It is so sad to admit that reality bites.
You all doesnt trust me at all.
From starting to the ending.
What you all believe is I AM.
I does it.
Then whats the point that we are arguing?
YOU doesnt trust me at all.
YOU doesnt listen to what i am trying to say.
What im trying to explain.
YOU just judge it without seeing it.
My simply thought, i hope, i wish.
I wish you believe me.
But YOU just broke it.In one moment.
It shattered.I heard it.
Suddenly realize, no one is trusting me.
No one is trying to listen what im say.
I try to be reasonable.
I really tried.
But it is hard to gone through, when the person is YOU.
My nearest person.
My family.
Who can i still rely on?
Sigh.
*I need you badly=(*
.:shuenyee:.
I thought YOU trust me with YOUR heart.
I thought YOU will listen to me.
I thought YOU are reasonable.
I thought.
I thought.
I thought.
It is so sad to admit that reality bites.
You all doesnt trust me at all.
From starting to the ending.
What you all believe is I AM.
I does it.
Then whats the point that we are arguing?
YOU doesnt trust me at all.
YOU doesnt listen to what i am trying to say.
What im trying to explain.
YOU just judge it without seeing it.
My simply thought, i hope, i wish.
I wish you believe me.
But YOU just broke it.In one moment.
It shattered.I heard it.
Suddenly realize, no one is trusting me.
No one is trying to listen what im say.
I try to be reasonable.
I really tried.
But it is hard to gone through, when the person is YOU.
My nearest person.
My family.
Who can i still rely on?
Sigh.
*I need you badly=(*
.:shuenyee:.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Training camp
Two weeks training camp and now still left one weeks.
Am i improving?or no?
I have no idea.
I want my flute backkk! T.T
Was going to Gurney with Puiying and Papa.
Laugh Out Loud.
They are not in a good mood. =[
And Puiying is such a shopaholic!
A scary and crazy wan.
Which dump things into the bin without thinking. -.-
Haha.
And then i went to papa's house.
Its really make me feels "home".
It is hard to explain, but it really makes me feel like that.
Reach home at eight something.
Someone.
I didnt mean to do so.
Sorry.
Its hurt to reveal the truth.
I didnt mean to.
I really didnt mean to.
-----------------------------------
You're not in a good mood too.
I wasnt only care about her, i care you too.
And this wasnt tam you or what.
If you need a listener,i willing to be.
Remember that i will always be there for you, no matter what.
If you need me.=]
.:shuenyee:.
Am i improving?or no?
I have no idea.
I want my flute backkk! T.T
Was going to Gurney with Puiying and Papa.
Laugh Out Loud.
They are not in a good mood. =[
And Puiying is such a shopaholic!
A scary and crazy wan.
Which dump things into the bin without thinking. -.-
Haha.
And then i went to papa's house.
Its really make me feels "home".
It is hard to explain, but it really makes me feel like that.
Reach home at eight something.
Someone.
I didnt mean to do so.
Sorry.
Its hurt to reveal the truth.
I didnt mean to.
I really didnt mean to.
-----------------------------------
You're not in a good mood too.
I wasnt only care about her, i care you too.
And this wasnt tam you or what.
If you need a listener,i willing to be.
Remember that i will always be there for you, no matter what.
If you need me.=]
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Lovely Saturday. =D
Lazy lazy.
Lazy to woke up early.
Lazy to do revision.
Lazy to prepare art things.
Lazy to do calligraphy which dateline is on 26 May.
How im going to finish all tomorrow? =.=||
.:shuenyee:.
Lazy lazy.
Lazy to woke up early.
Lazy to do revision.
Lazy to prepare art things.
Lazy to do calligraphy which dateline is on 26 May.
How im going to finish all tomorrow? =.=||
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
.no boundaries.
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
.no boundaries.
.:shuenyee:.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Adam Adam Adam >.<
Adam Lambert.
My favorite contestant in America Idol. =P
But he's rock!
I like "Mad World" which sang by him at America Idol Finale.
His is not the origin singer but he perform this song well although he lost in AI.
But but but.. he still is the best! *MY OPINION, no offence*
Haih.
And i like the coat his wore at Al Finale!
Its suit him well and like what Simon said,
" Reminds me of Phantom Of The Opera." =.=
It is soo soo sooo sad when me and clara and my classmate(which are Adam Fans) know the result.
We discuss in class instead of doing revision. Haha.
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Countdown To The End.
Title sounds creepy, like im going to face death?It might be not so serious. *LOL* But almost.
Haih.
Was so lazy lately. *Not enough time to study lar weii* But have enough time to facebook-ing and blogging.What a lame excuss right? Four days is all we have, but i have done nothing and yet im still craps here. *bad habit, tsk tsk*
I want to watch Angels And Demons after exam! But then no one want to watch?sad case.Despair Tom Hanks is not my cup of tea, but i still want to watch.. *winks*
Pocoyo Pocoyo!I know him from Jinyin's blog.He is soo cute and adorable! Althought i dont know which planet does he came from.. *Which means i dont know what cartoon or network does he belongs to* BUT BUT..he is cute!
This is.
Arrrrrrr!!!! He is cutee! *faint*
Going to put him into my art's painting.Sounds lame huh? but he is so cute,the only reason. =P
.:shuenyee:.
Haih.
Was so lazy lately. *Not enough time to study lar weii* But have enough time to facebook-ing and blogging.What a lame excuss right? Four days is all we have, but i have done nothing and yet im still craps here. *bad habit, tsk tsk*
I want to watch Angels And Demons after exam! But then no one want to watch?sad case.Despair Tom Hanks is not my cup of tea, but i still want to watch.. *winks*
Pocoyo Pocoyo!I know him from Jinyin's blog.He is soo cute and adorable! Althought i dont know which planet does he came from.. *Which means i dont know what cartoon or network does he belongs to* BUT BUT..he is cute!
This is.
Arrrrrrr!!!! He is cutee! *faint*
Going to put him into my art's painting.Sounds lame huh? but he is so cute,the only reason. =P
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Guess what? im backk!
=P
First thing, Happy Mother's Day to Mama!
LOL.
Second thing, She cut my hair!!
*euww... she cut my hairrr..*
But my hair still long! *smirk*
Just simply nag nag nag and said want to tarik back my scholarship.
Haih. whatever lar.
But she still end the conversation with sigh.
*HAHAHA,because she knows i wont listen. x]*
Third thing, exam is coming!
Havent really touch anything.
*How am i going to exam?! huh..*
I cant finish! i cant finishhhh my revision!!*
Fourth thing, I want to watch "Knowing" and "Angels And Demons"!
Am going to watch after exam! =P
.:shuenyee:.
=P
First thing, Happy Mother's Day to Mama!
LOL.
Second thing, She cut my hair!!
*euww... she cut my hairrr..*
But my hair still long! *smirk*
Just simply nag nag nag and said want to tarik back my scholarship.
Haih. whatever lar.
But she still end the conversation with sigh.
*HAHAHA,because she knows i wont listen. x]*
Third thing, exam is coming!
Havent really touch anything.
*How am i going to exam?! huh..*
I cant finish! i cant finishhhh my revision!!*
Fourth thing, I want to watch "Knowing" and "Angels And Demons"!
Am going to watch after exam! =P
Thats all for today. Good luck in exam, People.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Raining again.
For whole day already.
Sky seem so dull and dark. Same as my mood.
But do remember, i like raining =P
So, it effects nothing. *i think*
We run in the school, or more accurate,
We run in the whole school. >.<
New experience. *Teehee*
Was hard to concentrate in something.
Using four hours something to read four pages.Die already lar.
See? like what i've say,
Im soo easy to be distract and the worst is, it have been distract for the whole afternoon.
So, declare now. IM GOING TO FAIL! haih.
.:shuenyee:.
For whole day already.
Sky seem so dull and dark. Same as my mood.
But do remember, i like raining =P
So, it effects nothing. *i think*
We run in the school, or more accurate,
We run in the whole school. >.<
New experience. *Teehee*
Was hard to concentrate in something.
Using four hours something to read four pages.Die already lar.
See? like what i've say,
Im soo easy to be distract and the worst is, it have been distract for the whole afternoon.
So, declare now. IM GOING TO FAIL! haih.
Im speechless.
I dont know what can i do.
Perplexed filled my head.
Im lost, For your information.
I dont know that it effects you so much.
I dont know.I really dont know.
Im apologize for dont know.
It have been distract me for whole noon,
But i just can say sorry.
I dont know what can i do.
Perplexed filled my head.
Im lost, For your information.
I dont know that it effects you so much.
I dont know.I really dont know.
Im apologize for dont know.
It have been distract me for whole noon,
But i just can say sorry.
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Band practice today.
Wasn't involved because of quartermaster's thing.
Haih. Speed will be slowing down again because of me. =[
So, going to work harder. *and this is the only thing i can do,thought.* =D
Finally settle down all those things.
.:shuenyee:.
Wasn't involved because of quartermaster's thing.
Haih. Speed will be slowing down again because of me. =[
So, going to work harder. *and this is the only thing i can do,thought.* =D
Finally settle down all those things.
You said you are okay today.
I try to believe.I really do.
But just cant.
You're not okay.
I try to believe.I really do.
But just cant.
You're not okay.
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Finally take some time to update my blog.
Laugh* To prevent it from become a bile of juicee! =P
Okay,im so freaking busy nowadays.
Wheee..
It is quite tired, but it is fun! *i guess?*
LOL.
It makes my life from become a blank paper,at least.
So, maybe im quite panas baran nowadays,cause of tiredness.
And i may not done ALL my homework too. =P
And i am sick now. haih.
.:shuenyee:.
Laugh* To prevent it from become a bile of juicee! =P
Okay,im so freaking busy nowadays.
Wheee..
It is quite tired, but it is fun! *i guess?*
LOL.
It makes my life from become a blank paper,at least.
So, maybe im quite panas baran nowadays,cause of tiredness.
And i may not done ALL my homework too. =P
And i am sick now. haih.
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Sick of making eplanation.
It is just too much, too much.
Its really makes me tired.
So soooo tired.
My heart told me i wasnt going to give up so soon.
But my mind told me i should give up because im just me.
I have no idea about what they are thinking and yet im so tired to analyze people's thinking.
Tired.
.:shuenyee:.
It is just too much, too much.
Its really makes me tired.
So soooo tired.
My heart told me i wasnt going to give up so soon.
But my mind told me i should give up because im just me.
I have no idea about what they are thinking and yet im so tired to analyze people's thinking.
Tired.
.:shuenyee:.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Today's weather wasnt so good.
But for me, i like this type of weather.
Maybe wasnt so good for map-walking,but i still like this type of weather.
I like to see raining and the sound of the rain dropping to the floor.
Because i wasnt friend with Sun,i friend with Rain.
And i like it a lot. *smirk*
So,weird weather,and it should had something so-called "mengemparkan" to happen.
Sport check.
They sported our Music Room,some more opened my wardrobe and bising banyak banyak.
Urgh,evil woman.
Maybe they wasnt satisfied because nothing had been found.
So,continue to sport auditorium.
Lots of things had been found, and piggie's key chain had been token by the mad woman.
Sigh* So cruel T.T
.:shuenyee:.
But for me, i like this type of weather.
Maybe wasnt so good for map-walking,but i still like this type of weather.
I like to see raining and the sound of the rain dropping to the floor.
Because i wasnt friend with Sun,i friend with Rain.
And i like it a lot. *smirk*
So,weird weather,and it should had something so-called "mengemparkan" to happen.
Sport check.
They sported our Music Room,some more opened my wardrobe and bising banyak banyak.
Urgh,evil woman.
Maybe they wasnt satisfied because nothing had been found.
So,continue to sport auditorium.
Lots of things had been found, and piggie's key chain had been token by the mad woman.
Sigh* So cruel T.T
I cant found a reason why she want to do this to me.
And i wasnt sure what she had told me today.
Because she was talking too fast.
She said me irresponsible
Okay,I am. *you say wan mah*
But, what i need is just time as a matter of fact.
Anyway, one thing that i can totally sure is,
Woman,you're mad.
So,pissed off. =P
And i wasnt sure what she had told me today.
Because she was talking too fast.
She said me irresponsible
Okay,I am. *you say wan mah*
But, what i need is just time as a matter of fact.
Anyway, one thing that i can totally sure is,
Woman,you're mad.
So,pissed off. =P
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Rest In Peace.
Well,this post is dedicated to a singer which passed away April 6th at 8.30 pm.
She died cause of breast cancer.
Rewind back all her nice songs, although not much, but enough to make my tears split.
She is a potential singer and yet her voice's nice.
It is so sad to lose her.soo soo sad.
Rest in peace, Ahsang.
.:shuenyee:.
She died cause of breast cancer.
Rewind back all her nice songs, although not much, but enough to make my tears split.
She is a potential singer and yet her voice's nice.
It is so sad to lose her.soo soo sad.
Rest in peace, Ahsang.
.:shuenyee:.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Nothing much to let me blog.
Just busy like hell.
In class and band.
Maybe have no idea about blog apa due to too busy?
LOL.craps.
Was not feeling well at Raptai sukan.
Fever.But now was fully recovered. =]
Haih.
Was kinda disappointed to someone lately.
I dont know i should or shouldnt felt like that.
That wasnt her fault,as a matter of fact.they told me.
It is just a matter of time.
Okay,it might be.
Im accepting this fact because i dont know how to analyze her thinking already.Haha.
The first people who i failed to analyze fully. ._.
Anyway,she wasnt me,and i wasnt her.
It doesnt really matter bout my thinking.
It's just make no sense to her.
.:shuenyee:.
Just busy like hell.
In class and band.
Maybe have no idea about blog apa due to too busy?
LOL.craps.
Was not feeling well at Raptai sukan.
Fever.But now was fully recovered. =]
Haih.
Was kinda disappointed to someone lately.
I dont know i should or shouldnt felt like that.
That wasnt her fault,as a matter of fact.they told me.
It is just a matter of time.
Okay,it might be.
Im accepting this fact because i dont know how to analyze her thinking already.Haha.
The first people who i failed to analyze fully. ._.
Anyway,she wasnt me,and i wasnt her.
It doesnt really matter bout my thinking.
It's just make no sense to her.
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Hate myself for being such a coward.
WHY? why cant i just answer it honestly?
Just an answer wert?
What the heck that im thinking? haih.
I realize that i became cowardly and more emotional.
Test paper, a good example.
Fine.Maybe this is me.
But i hate myself for being this.
I really hate it.
Seriously and unconsciously.
.:shuenyee:.
WHY? why cant i just answer it honestly?
Just an answer wert?
What the heck that im thinking? haih.
I realize that i became cowardly and more emotional.
Test paper, a good example.
Fine.Maybe this is me.
But i hate myself for being this.
I really hate it.
Seriously and unconsciously.
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
I hate myself.
I really hate myself.
I hate myself for lots of so-called reasons.
I hate myself for many reasonable reasons
And millions of complicated reasons and tonnes of ridiculous reasons.
Haih.
I hate myself for being weak.
I hate my appearance.
I hate everything about myself
And sick of it.
My character. Myself. My Job. My academic.
.:shuenyee:.
I really hate myself.
I hate myself for lots of so-called reasons.
I hate myself for many reasonable reasons
And millions of complicated reasons and tonnes of ridiculous reasons.
Haih.
I hate myself for being weak.
I hate my appearance.
I hate everything about myself
And sick of it.
My character. Myself. My Job. My academic.
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Tagged by Valen
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 4 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
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1. Crazy stuff u did before. Too much.so it should be STUFFS.=P
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2. What is your most favourite thing to do ? Lock myself in my room and do whatever i like.
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3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?Yup.
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4. If you are given a chance to say something to someone you love,it would be? I love you.
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5. Is there someone in your heart right now ? Yuppp!i loves ALL my darlingss!
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6. Do you feel loved in this world ? For this moment,yes.
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7. What are you afraid to lose the most ? Heart beat,feeling.
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8. What you wish to do now? Scream loudly.
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9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ? I dont know.But i think i WONT.
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10.Do you think you are special? Maybe.
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11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half? Smoking.
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12. What do you think is your purpose in life? PLAY!
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13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment? Nope.because i cant do it.
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14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? Pizza.
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15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick? Stay happy.
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16. If you have a chance, which part of Earth you want to live forever in ? Australia.
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17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven? My memories.
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18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why? I stay in love bt Mariah Carrey.Because im now listening.
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19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman? Dye my hair and do plastic surgery.Muahahaa..
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20. What your favourite drama? My lucky star.
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TAG:
1. Crazy stuff u did before. Too much.so it should be STUFFS.=P
.
2. What is your most favourite thing to do ? Lock myself in my room and do whatever i like.
.
3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?Yup.
.
4. If you are given a chance to say something to someone you love,it would be? I love you.
.
5. Is there someone in your heart right now ? Yuppp!i loves ALL my darlingss!
.
6. Do you feel loved in this world ? For this moment,yes.
.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most ? Heart beat,feeling.
.
8. What you wish to do now? Scream loudly.
.
9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ? I dont know.But i think i WONT.
.
10.Do you think you are special? Maybe.
.
11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half? Smoking.
.
12. What do you think is your purpose in life? PLAY!
.
13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment? Nope.because i cant do it.
.
14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? Pizza.
.
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick? Stay happy.
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16. If you have a chance, which part of Earth you want to live forever in ? Australia.
.
17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven? My memories.
.
18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why? I stay in love bt Mariah Carrey.Because im now listening.
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19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman? Dye my hair and do plastic surgery.Muahahaa..
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20. What your favourite drama? My lucky star.
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TAG:
Leexiang
Eeteng
Sheue Yee
Clara
.:shuenyee:.
Eeteng
Sheue Yee
Clara
.:shuenyee:.
Wheee...
So, im back!
Haha... Arlo to readers who are here. =]
Going to do something after exam.
But its sure melayang sini sana wan...
23-3-2009
First day in exam.
Maths. heavy sigh*
Didnt finish it and yet time is not enough.
So,die.
And Yusien's birthday!
Happy birthday papa! =]
Haha... Arlo to readers who are here. =]
Going to do something after exam.
But its sure melayang sini sana wan...
23-3-2009
First day in exam.
Maths. heavy sigh*
Didnt finish it and yet time is not enough.
So,die.
And Yusien's birthday!
Happy birthday papa! =]
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Day before exam week.
Okay,im here,peeps.
And due to my laziness, test is coming!
But..but...i havent prepared for anythingg..
Thats bad.What i can say is just...god!S.O.S!
Lol..
And and..i realize that my blog is lack of photo..
So..now picha time!
Highlighters,penss and pencil. *pencil became weirdo,sorry pencil xP*
Lolliiiiiiiiii! and candy.
Apple. Nice to see,nice to touch,nice to hold and nice to eat. =P
Am going to continue my studies.
Tata.
.:shuenyee:.
And due to my laziness, test is coming!
But..but...i havent prepared for anythingg..
Thats bad.What i can say is just...god!S.O.S!
Lol..
And and..i realize that my blog is lack of photo..
So..now picha time!
Highlighters,penss and pencil. *pencil became weirdo,sorry pencil xP*
Lolliiiiiiiiii! and candy.
Apple. Nice to see,nice to touch,nice to hold and nice to eat. =P
Am going to continue my studies.
Tata.
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Tagged by Joey. =]
The Rules are :
Copy to your own note, erase my answer, and enter yours.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real, nothing made up !If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers.You cannot use any word twice &you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1.What is your name: Shuenyee
2.A four letter word: Sigh
3.A boy's name: Sean
4.A girl's name: Sue
5.An occupation: Shopkeeper
6.A color: Skyblue
7.Something that can wear: Shoe
9.Something found in the bathroom: Soap
10.A place: Shopping mall! =P
11.A reason for being late: Stuck in the wardrobe?LOL.
12.Something you shout: Shoot
13.A movie title: Spongebob Squarepant!
14.Something you drink: Shandy
15.A musical group:Secondhand Serene
16.An animal: Snake
17.A street name: Sultan Azlan Shah Road
18.A type of car: Suzuki
19.A song title: Superhuman
20.A verb: Shave
The person I tagged,
1.Eeteng
2.Milline
3.Jiayi
The Rules are :
Copy to your own note, erase my answer, and enter yours.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real, nothing made up !If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers.You cannot use any word twice &you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1.What is your name: Shuenyee
2.A four letter word: Sigh
3.A boy's name: Sean
4.A girl's name: Sue
5.An occupation: Shopkeeper
6.A color: Skyblue
7.Something that can wear: Shoe
9.Something found in the bathroom: Soap
10.A place: Shopping mall! =P
11.A reason for being late: Stuck in the wardrobe?LOL.
12.Something you shout: Shoot
13.A movie title: Spongebob Squarepant!
14.Something you drink: Shandy
15.A musical group:Secondhand Serene
16.An animal: Snake
17.A street name: Sultan Azlan Shah Road
18.A type of car: Suzuki
19.A song title: Superhuman
20.A verb: Shave
The person I tagged,
1.Eeteng
2.Milline
3.Jiayi
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Wasnt sure why she become like that.
Was dicussed with JM.
Heavy sigh.
Mybe she was like that at the moment i know her?
Just i wasnt realized?
Argh,such a perplexed situation.
Nobody is encourage me to friend with her.
Everyone is giving bad comments about her.
But no doubt, she become more arrogant since last year.
*Last year is ARROGANT only.no "more" added in front.*
You are so mean.
Well, was thinking about what she to me.
Still is a friend?
I wasnt sure for that.
Less than that,maybe.
Really dont want to see the situation when we're at the same room but just silent.
They knew it very well.
And,i finally make a decision.
Me, am going to declare:
IM GIVING UP.
SO,GOOD NEWS.
So,it wasnt to be a perplexed situation again.
I hope so.
-------------------------------------------------------------------
Lastly, just want to let someone know,
I will always be with you no matter what situation.
Do remember i will support you. =]
Because you said before,
I was under you.Now im going to tell you,
I will protect you as you do.
Not as a responsibility.
.:shuenyee:.
Was dicussed with JM.
Heavy sigh.
Mybe she was like that at the moment i know her?
Just i wasnt realized?
Argh,such a perplexed situation.
Nobody is encourage me to friend with her.
Everyone is giving bad comments about her.
But no doubt, she become more arrogant since last year.
*Last year is ARROGANT only.no "more" added in front.*
You are so mean.
Well, was thinking about what she to me.
Still is a friend?
I wasnt sure for that.
Less than that,maybe.
Really dont want to see the situation when we're at the same room but just silent.
They knew it very well.
And,i finally make a decision.
Me, am going to declare:
IM GIVING UP.
SO,GOOD NEWS.
So,it wasnt to be a perplexed situation again.
I hope so.
-------------------------------------------------------------------
Lastly, just want to let someone know,
I will always be with you no matter what situation.
Do remember i will support you. =]
Because you said before,
I was under you.Now im going to tell you,
I will protect you as you do.
Not as a responsibility.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Was going to Queensbay with Yusien.
She really ar..
One minute ago said cannot then after said yes pulak.
Haha,but nevermind.
My family also want went out at that time.
So,wait at there about 4p.m.
I thought she will late,but dont.actually.
And..something which make me shock is..
She never saw me wear dress before?!
Okay,pinafore is not counted. =P
Lol.
.:Shuenyee:.
She really ar..
One minute ago said cannot then after said yes pulak.
Haha,but nevermind.
My family also want went out at that time.
So,wait at there about 4p.m.
I thought she will late,but dont.actually.
And..something which make me shock is..
She never saw me wear dress before?!
Okay,pinafore is not counted. =P
Lol.
.:Shuenyee:.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
Was take band photo today.
And we're busy like hell.
=.=
All settle down at last.
Phew*
Back to class.
Settle another things.
Ask homeworks.
It is soo gamdong!
They help me to pack my bag!!
T.T
LOL
I sleep for bout 3 hours and now im shi mian.
*So im here now.*LOL
All my friend were not in a good mood.=[
All must cheer up tau?! =]
And, im so tired.
Sick of all those things in this world.
.:shuenyee:.
And we're busy like hell.
=.=
All settle down at last.
Phew*
Back to class.
Settle another things.
Ask homeworks.
It is soo gamdong!
They help me to pack my bag!!
T.T
LOL
I sleep for bout 3 hours and now im shi mian.
*So im here now.*LOL
All my friend were not in a good mood.=[
All must cheer up tau?! =]
And, im so tired.
Sick of all those things in this world.
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
What a day.
=.=
Lotsa stupid case is happening,thought.
And the most pek chek is,
Speaker rosak!
Gosh..maybe sound card rosak?
I had no idea.
Forgot to bring Karangan to school.
Rewind back....
*my friend had been demerit markah pemerhatian cause of this Karangan book*
Two period today.
Memang shoot kali ini.
So, i din go out and admit.
Just pretend i have the book.
Luckily no need pass up.
Phew.
And watch the video how baby is form from zygote to a embryo.
It is sooo..erm erm.
I was always agree..
Red colour is not a nice colour.
.:shuenyee:.
=.=
Lotsa stupid case is happening,thought.
And the most pek chek is,
Speaker rosak!
Gosh..maybe sound card rosak?
I had no idea.
Forgot to bring Karangan to school.
Rewind back....
*my friend had been demerit markah pemerhatian cause of this Karangan book*
Two period today.
Memang shoot kali ini.
So, i din go out and admit.
Just pretend i have the book.
Luckily no need pass up.
Phew.
And watch the video how baby is form from zygote to a embryo.
It is sooo..erm erm.
I was always agree..
Red colour is not a nice colour.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Sorry for din wish Eeteng earlier.
Because she ask Leexiang's phone and like very busy.
T.T *SO,NOT MY FAULT*
Lol.
Okay,wish she again.
Happy Birthday darling!
Haha. =P
Lastly,
夠愛 from A chord
Nice beat.
我穿越金星 木星 水星 火星 土星
土星追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音
指頭還殘留 你為我 擦的指甲油
沒想透 你好像說過
你和我 會不會有以後
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有
我的愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守侯 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在無邊無際 小小宇宙
愛你的我
愛你的我 不能停止脈搏
為了愛你奮鬥就請你讓我 說出口
愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守侯 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在無邊無際 小小宇宙
愛你的我 愛你的我
我穿越金星 木星 水星 火星 土星
土星追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音
.:shuenyee:.
Because she ask Leexiang's phone and like very busy.
T.T *SO,NOT MY FAULT*
Lol.
Okay,wish she again.
Happy Birthday darling!
Haha. =P
Lastly,
夠愛 from A chord
Nice beat.
我穿越金星 木星 水星 火星 土星
土星追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音
指頭還殘留 你為我 擦的指甲油
沒想透 你好像說過
你和我 會不會有以後
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有
我的愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守侯 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在無邊無際 小小宇宙
愛你的我
愛你的我 不能停止脈搏
為了愛你奮鬥就請你讓我 說出口
愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守侯 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在無邊無際 小小宇宙
愛你的我 愛你的我
我穿越金星 木星 水星 火星 土星
土星追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音
.:shuenyee:.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
My Lucky Star
*I know this movie is quite long time ago,
But i just watched finish nia =]*
Jimmy Lim-Vernon Zhong TianQi
Yoo Hana-Xia ZhiXing
From the left: Adrew Zhong TianJun, Arrow Ou YaRuo, Vernon Zhong TianQi, Xia ZhiXing, Han ZhiYin.
Handcuff brancelets which named Lian Ren.
Single ring
Somnus with Sapphire earring *Which is one of my favourite,so nice right?*
.:shuenyee:.
*I know this movie is quite long time ago,
But i just watched finish nia =]*
Jimmy Lim-Vernon Zhong TianQi
Yoo Hana-Xia ZhiXing
From the left: Adrew Zhong TianJun, Arrow Ou YaRuo, Vernon Zhong TianQi, Xia ZhiXing, Han ZhiYin.
Handcuff brancelets which named Lian Ren.
Single ring
Somnus with Sapphire earring *Which is one of my favourite,so nice right?*
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Long time din blogging already.
Haha..my blog is dead. x.x
And im going to rescue it!
LOL
Today is kinda..creepy day..
Talking horror ghost story for bout two period..
Suddenly Clara and Zithung afraid to go toilet alone..
Muahaha..quite true and scaryyyyyy..
Sleep in class again.
FYI ,after she say:"thats all for today."
I fall asleep cause of too tired.
Then after that,i dunno what she has say.
Suddenly my friend call me to wake up.
She say,teacher want to kiss me if i refuse to wake up.
What the FISH.=.= kacau people nia.
Ignore her then sleep again. =P
Will online lessen.
Too buzy nowaday.
.:shuenyee:.
Haha..my blog is dead. x.x
And im going to rescue it!
LOL
Today is kinda..creepy day..
Talking horror ghost story for bout two period..
Suddenly Clara and Zithung afraid to go toilet alone..
Muahaha..quite true and scaryyyyyy..
Sleep in class again.
FYI ,after she say:"thats all for today."
I fall asleep cause of too tired.
Then after that,i dunno what she has say.
Suddenly my friend call me to wake up.
She say,teacher want to kiss me if i refuse to wake up.
What the FISH.=.= kacau people nia.
Ignore her then sleep again. =P
Will online lessen.
Too buzy nowaday.
.:shuenyee:.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Today is Black Friday.
It is really...um..quite black.
=[
There must be something wrong with me.
Something i din observe out.
Something something.
=.=
Im scolding lotsa people nowday.
The warden canteen is an example.
Haiz.
Just something wrong with me.
Haha.
Something that is really wronggggggggggg...
Nevermind,perhaps im going to observe it slowwwwly.
Tomorrow is Valentine day!
Happy Valentine eve! =]
.:shuenyee:.
It is really...um..quite black.
=[
There must be something wrong with me.
Something i din observe out.
Something something.
=.=
Im scolding lotsa people nowday.
The warden canteen is an example.
Haiz.
Just something wrong with me.
Haha.
Something that is really wronggggggggggg...
Nevermind,perhaps im going to observe it slowwwwly.
Tomorrow is Valentine day!
Happy Valentine eve! =]
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Today outdoor practice.
Was not in class.
*Lotssssa homework is waiting for me.*
=.=
Got people ASMA today.
Tiok kia sangat.
I thought what happen.
LOL
*Asma call me no use lar..how am i going to rescue her?*
This is what im thinking.muahahaa.
Im going to let my tears roll in my eyes instead of let it down,i promise.
And...Saturday is Valentineeee!
.:shuenyee:.
Was not in class.
*Lotssssa homework is waiting for me.*
=.=
Got people ASMA today.
Tiok kia sangat.
I thought what happen.
LOL
*Asma call me no use lar..how am i going to rescue her?*
This is what im thinking.muahahaa.
Im going to let my tears roll in my eyes instead of let it down,i promise.
And...Saturday is Valentineeee!
.:shuenyee:.
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