Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Untitled :)

Word of the day: Sharp.
||AHHH~~||

It seem to be quite a lonnnng while since my last update.Finally everything had already settle down. *PC problem, hand phone problem, PC problem , hand phone problem*

Training camp started so havta say goodbye to bed more more more early :(
This is the unwilling part of everyday.
But still when its the time, really will wake up automatically HOHOHO.
Had been friend with my so-called 'new instrument'.
For the first day of training camp,I dont think it likes me huuhuuuuuuuuuuu T^T
We was like, really really really cannot 'communicate' LOL.
But after a few days, i think we should be okay. :)

Captured at a very 'yeppo' morning.
A very good start at first day of training camp. teeehheee.



YONG JUNHYUNG! =D
JOKER JOKER JOKERRRRRRRRR!
Okay, i havta really admit i've been madly 'in love' with this batman's enemy.






.:shuenyee:.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Viva la vida

Word of the day: feeling.
||Feeling take over everything,controlled everything.||

Say HELLO to my rotted's blog, and here come ME to make it alive. xD
Have announce the first thing, MY PHONE SPOILED. T^T
*HUUHUUU* It spoiled over and over again.
Then i havta say goodbye to my money over and over again.
Bad cycle, indeed.

Say GOODBYE to my form four life.
Bid farewell for my bittersweet memories.
Life's short, time's flies.
Learnt a lot, lost a lot.
Earned a lot, grew up a lot.
I was always looking back, to see if any memories or any chances to stop me from stepping forward.
I lived in past, its always like that,never want to moving on, never want to grow up.
I was always holding back,always and always.
I admit, i wasnt as strong as i thought.
Things werent flew in the way i thought, never.
THEN.
This year, i learnt how to remove myself from things that i dislike.
I learnt to moving on, knowing that things changed, human changed.
Theres no such things as eternal.
Its always have to be like that, reality is what we shading ourselves from.
I learnt to be independent.
Its something good, i realised.
I fully understand that, no ones will be forever stayed, time as a matter of fact.

Say THANKS to somes of my friends.
Thats not FRIENDS, they are more than this seven words.
For who helped me when im so sad, when im crying like hell.
For who shared my happiness, watching me bounced like a kid then smiled and ask me: 'HEY CHABO, HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY HUH.'
For who shared my nervousness, keep telling me that everything will be okay.
For who listened my craps,chat in the midnight for quite a couple of hours.
For who scolding me when i dont take a good care of myself.
For who cares me as i cares for them.
For those, my buddy.

Say LAME to those unhappy things that happened in this year.
Indeed, lame.
No point to bring it up, HAHA.

Say YOO to Kpop.
Uh huh uh huh, im madly sinking into kpop world. =D
But still, artist that i likey the most still Yesung and Jaejoong.
Thanks to their good vocal because this is one of the reason i like theem heeee.
And this is one of the reason too, i get closer with one of my friend, who used to be in the same class with me form two but we dont talk.
Thanks to Kpop we talked and discussed and then we get closer! xD

Say PLAY to life.
Yeah, thats right, PLAY.
Never get so serious in life.
Never get so tired in life.
Life's a game, winning losing never effects anything because we are still alive after that.
Life's a medley, happy upset angry nervious is one of the pieces.
Life's a play, just like King Macbeth said.
Life is just life.



.:shuenyee:.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

101010

Word of the day: Hello.
||anyeong hello hi||

Been very very very addicted to SHINee's Hello. =D
Maybe because of the 'brightness' that the song brought to me?
This song really brighten up my day, its like my world is dull before then suddenly because of this song my world turns to become very very colourful. *ahaha*
A lil bit exaggerate. LOL.

Today is a special day, its 101010.
And so, whats 101010 means to you?
Hee, for me its just a day in October and a day for me to discover 'Hello' and get addicted to its beat? hoho.
Today im having a gooood mood, and mostly is because of 'Hello'.

So, here is 'Hello' by SHINee.
Hope it can brighten up your day like it does to me. =)



Nighty night. =)


.:shuenyee:.

Friday, October 8, 2010

What If

Word of the day: What if.
||What if everything rewind?||

Its so hard for me to explain and to say.

What If -- Super junior.
Let's Not -- Super junior.
Reset -- Super junior.

Addicted to old beats again, LOL.But its alright as long as they are nice beats. =)


.:shuenyee:.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Turning, point.

Word of the day: shut up.
||just shut up shut up shut up.||

AAAAAHHHHH. IM FRIGGING SAD.
IM FRIGGING SAD.
Imma going to repeated again : IM SAD.
Dont guess why because its nothing that related to anyone.
Its just I MY ME MINE, problem. *this song title suddenly become so useful, LOL*

I am so sad, then i deleted half of my phone messages without having a look on it.
I am so sad, then i ate a big bowl of rice.
I am so sad, then i suddenly thought of viewing sunrise. -.- *okay,its impossible for night.*
So, i changed to 'I am so sad, then i thought of sitting on a bigg biggg field and watching starss starss.'
Its so awesome ey?
So it turns up with, IM STILL SO SAD.

Not into the mood of doing things, just feel like wanna laying on my bed, hug my bear and sleep.
But, reality always beyond the imagination, so i havta continue do homeworks etc etc.
No joke, but im really sad.

Okay, maybe a new topic will be rather refreshing.
Here is



*screaaaamm* JYJ! xD
They are coming to Malaysia soon, and this news is kinda unbelievable for me still.
Concert is held in 17th October, i hope someone can get into there and bring me videos HEE!
Been so admire for their talents especially Jaejoong because he can sing, dance,mc and act in drama so kinda have high expectation on their concert.

2nd 2nd would be BEAST!



Beast is back and 'Shock' became a pass tense, now its 'Mastermind'.
Kinda like Hyunseung and Yeosob's vocals, thumbs up for Yeosob's high pitching in 'Soom'.
Its just tooo awesome haha.
Clenching a tight fist is one of the nice songs of them, soothing and just simply nice.

3rd would be FT Island =D
They've come back with their new album 'Beautiful Journey'.



They turned to become sooo weird TT
'Love love love' is one of the song that i often heard hahaha
*Xiang sang, my classmates sang...*

But no doubt Hongki has a good vocal. =D

Thats all for today, those did really distract me from my pathetic thinking for quite awhile LOL.

Even if the tears filling up soak my whole body

Now goodbye goodbye goodbye
Leave me and please be happy
One step, one step, you’re going farther away. - love love love, Ft Island.



Friday, September 24, 2010

This Isnt Goodbye

As what the title shown, this isnt goodbye.
Actually, it is a song title and am going to share the lyric here.
This song had been played in my blog, hee. So do enjoy =)
This is a very nice and a sad song, sing by JYJ (Jaejoong Junsu Yoochun)
And this is a japanese song, it has a very beautiful lyric which made me fall for this song, haha.
THIS IS A 'MUST LISTEN'. haha =D

[English Translation]
The letters that the stars created in the night sky
I still believe that it is not just by chance
In the same darkness, in the same distance
We are painting the W in the same way
We will shine more and more so that you can find us

keep in mind that I love you.

I wish…

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We can only wish that you are happy
We will climb our stairs one by one
We are still waiting for you, imagining our future

I wish..

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close our my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again
We believe that we can laugh together with you once again
You’re my love Please hold on
Even when the days pass by, and that there may be pains
You are always our “PRIDE”
The words that you murmured to the stars shining in the nightsky
We still believe that it is not “Good bye”
Under the same sky, dreaming the same dream
We are still searching for the W
We will always shine in the same shape

keep in mind that I love you.

I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you
I want to see you, see you, see you

I wish…

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again
We believe that we can laugh together with you once again



.:shuenyee:.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Random ra-a-a-dom.

Word of the day: intoxication.
||from Xiah Junsu. xD||

OOHH YEAH, here's me again.
Nothing to be said, 'cause i wasnt sure what to say too.

Okay, seee its DBSK!



Its quite late for me to like their songs because of lawsuit problem between them and Sm entertainment.
They actually had debuted lot of single and album and all of them are really damn talented.
That is one of the reason for me to like them =)
They can also dance well, sing well and some of them can compose song and play music instrument.
Most suprise was they can sing and dance live very well, and i believe not everyone could did that, and lotsa person are just lip-syncing.
They sing mostly their songs in multi-language, for example japanese and chinese.
They can really sing pretty well.
Nevertheless, their acapella collection are just nice and soothing. *hee*
I personally like Uknow more for his leader charisma and he can dances very well. =D

Addicted beats from them:
Mirotic /jumon -DBSK
Wrong number- DBSK
Proud - DBSK
This isnt goodbye - JYJ
Love in the ice - DBSK


.:shuenyee:.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Oh, crap.

Word of the day: Geojitmal.
||no excuses are needed, because 'OUT'.||

School is going to reopen tomorrow. *sobs sobs*
Indeed, it is a sad case but when you see your dik sleep til 10'o clock, surfin the net while you are busy doing homeworks and etc etc..
Then you'll feel like bang yourself to the wall. -.-

Two weeks of holidays passed lika wind. *appropriate right, haha*
And there's not much to be said whether enjoy or not.
I mean, WHO CARES? ITS OVER WASNT IT?
I have not much to say regards this holidays but imma kinda happy because i learn to make side dishes from mommy. *applauseee xD*

Nevertheless, I get side effects after this brilliant school holidays. *drum rolls*
Firstly, Hell ya IM INSOMNIA.
Secondly, i watched lotsa dramas nowadays.
Thirdly, im so tired consequence from the first side effect.
Fourthly, OH YEAH IM SO HYPER consequence from the second side effect.




I likey Danbo very much ahaha, looks so chubby xD




等一个人咖啡 -- 九把刀
One of the books that i like from Giddens.
I like the way he illustrated those characters especially Albus the barrister.
And, im so into the way he wrote this novel.

Song that i currently addicted to:
Say Huh -- 4 minute
Haru haru -- bigbang *especially Daesung's voice.hoho*

P.E.A.C.E. =)


.:shuenyee:.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Its Somebody.




Well, this guy is a very familiar one.
He named Hankyung or Hangeng.
'He is one of the Super junior guy la..'
'He is Super junior-M's leader lo..'
And thats all.
He never shine in a very bright way like others but he actually can sing well and dance well.

Hankyung was the first Chinese who went to Korea and succeed in debuting as a Korean group.
His courage is what i admire the most. =]
I watched a variety show which talked about story behinds Hankyung.
I never thought that he did experienced so much compared to same-aged human.
He did experienced what is the feeling of poor, having not much money after go to Korea but having some unsettle problem there before he entered Korea.
That problem could just make him say buhbye to Korea and his dream in a blink of eyes.
But the biggest problem was having not enough money to go back China even though he said buhbye to Korea.
Hankyung was a foreigner at that time due to citizen problem, what he could do is just put on a mask and went up stage for performance.
That performance was a brilliant one, but everyone started to notice this guy who stood in the middle, but wearing a mask.

His way of pursued his dream makes me respect him.
From China, he came to Korea all by himself.
Being so independent and mature in thinking are the personality of him that i admire the most.
Although now he debuted his solo album, but still, he is one of the person that i admire.


.:shuenyee:.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

最终的最终。

哈哈哈。
最终发现,自己才是陪伴自己的伴。

人鱼公主还不是化成泡沫,目送亲爱王子与公主开心地在一起?

睡美人还不是破不了魔咒,永远躺在玻璃棺材里?

灰姑娘在遇到王子以后,以为王子会带着玻璃鞋到处找她。
但是却忘了,王子在找不到灰姑娘后,爱上另一个的公主了。
结果,灰姑娘还是一个人,度过一生。

贝儿遇到野兽后,帮助野兽变回帅气的王子。
但是,王子始终是王子,贝儿还是被王子给丢弃了。

白雪公主咽下苹果后,就再也没醒来了。
因为,王子在赶去救公主的路途上爱上了化成公主的巫婆。
结果,狠心的巫婆把王子给杀了。

卖火材的小女孩还不是被冻死街边?

白玫瑰与红玫瑰最后爱上了同一个王子,数十年的姐妹之情瞬间幻灭。

世界上美好的结局让人眷恋,
但是美好的结局,如影如幻,捉不着;寻不获。
悲哀的结局,虽然让人心寒,但却现实得锐利。
就算是你信任的人,也有不信任你的时候。
因为,花朵也会凋谢,枯萎,然后
彻底的毁灭。


.:shuenyee:.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Rubik cube is mysterious, so do human mind.


Although i really hate to admit,
But still
I THINK I LOST MYSELF.
i couldnt find myself anymore.
I've tried in many ways, but still, i wasnt inside.
Its like i've gone out from my body, and watching what im doing.
Standing aside, silently, watching.
Telling myself that it wasnt my limit,
'Not here,please'.
Echoes filled my mind, it wasnt an answer at all,it is just
completely undefined.
Been tried to relaxed myself,but it was just an silly act.
You've not idea how lost am i.


.:shuenyee:.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Randomlicious

Word of the day: Pressure.
||Hollow.||

I couldnt sleep.
I couldnt sleep.
I couldnt sleeeppp at all.
Holly crap, im insomnia. =X
So, HERE COME MY BLOG!
YOU'RE DROWNING TOO MUCH, IM HERE TO RESCUE!!! XD

Erhermmherm *clear troat*
School exam finally ended.
Wheeeeeeee.. *two hands up*
Oh well, hope next time can do better =D

Here is some some some somee pichas and my stories.
So, let tha pichas do the talking.

25 JULY 2010

2 days before my birthday! A peace run day. =)
Onnie-san, Oto-san, Cococunch, Agogo and Potato had my birthday celebrated at Gurney.
They bought me pweety pweety cakesss which makes me really appreciate.
The funniest part was the borrow lighter *highlighter which someone called it as, mwahaha* one.


Me me mee! in toilet. =.=


I guess, that was what people said, close your eyes before you can get? haha


Well, okay posisi ini adalah untuk menyanyi lagu hari jadi haha.


Yeah, first bite! *munch munch*


With the help of someone someone, Here is it! P.E.A.C.E =)


Aha! This one credit to Yihan, Potato =D hee her favourite!


From Ella. =D *thank youuu and see see see? i didnt ruined your original design =D*


This one was the very shocking one. Thanks to pakcik, jie, kaijo and cococrunchh =D


Bonamana ♥

Lastly lastly, here is my turns to do the talking.
Thank you.Really really thank you.
As for everyone who wished me, who knew me and so on.
I really appreciate it.

This is the best best best birthday that i ever had!
*laugh out loud*


.:shuenyee:.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Oh no, it started with DEEEEE.

Word of the day : Dilemma.
||ammelid, dilemma.||

*take a deeeeeeeeep breath*
ANYEONGGG! =D

Its been so long (i mean time), since i've dropped by here.
And my blog is dead due to lack of update.

Oh well, speak of dilemma.
Urgh, there is really no way to achieve a win win situation, im sooo sooo dead.
I didnt wanna insult anyone, but it force me to.
And i couldnt find a way already. *wipes*

And and, monthly test is coming, im so damn stressed.
>______<


.:shuenyee:.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Concert Night

Word of the day: Oreo with milk.
||It suppose to be a very nice combination and yummy ones.But when this turn out to be human, there just one word, disgusting.||

29th is our big day, that was our Indoor Concert Competition.
Busy day, a real busy day. *tsk tsk*
We managed to get gold in the competition,
So well done everyone and and every windiesss! =)



Its our turn to rock the stage, with Warabe-Uta Fantasy and The Eighties.
Credit to pakcik.



We Are F.L.U.T.I.S.T.S ♥ ♥



Lucky Plasters which gave magic power, haha. =D



Lucky Plasters with Flutes and Piccolo.




Flutes and Piccolo, but Ella's wasnt there. =(



Lastly, Flutists Rocks! P.E.A.C.E. =)

And there's the end of our indoor competition night.


.:shuenyee:.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Dear You,

Maybe it wasnt the time.
Just, maybe it wasnt a right time anymore to say such a thing.
But still, there is a wish from me that is

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY.

From Zai


.:shuenyee:.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Dear You.

Well, it might not be appropriate to do so, but im just suppress what i feel.
From the starting, i think its my brain problem, for having sucha idiotic decision.
Well, it getting more and more wrong after that.
Because i saw changes, i sense changes and it really makes me upset, seriously. *um, i think?*
You know what?
I hate sudden changes, i hate surprise.

I dont like the awkward atmosphere, i really really do mean so.
When the argument stopped, silences begun. When the silence begun, it separated everything in a very clear way.
And so, when the awkward situation started, everything ruin in a blink of an eye.

I wanna voice out, but i gulped it back.
Because there is useless.
It is so damn frustrating to say that everything are useless.
I couldn't make it right at all. =/

Thought of several reasons to be optimistic,
But there are millions of reasons to be pessimistic.
And so, it turns to be pessimistic again.=.=

It is soo damn frustrating T.T

Not wanting to seein you again.
But it always has reverse effect. =.=

So so frustrating. =/


Well, *exhale,calm down*

Just pretend, then we never were.


.:shuenyee:.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

减法

Word of the day: you're man.
||I’m your man I’m your man geudaeyeo ttaradatta oneuldo
geudaega tteonajianha..||



成长是一种减法。
减掉你的天真, 减掉你的梦想, 减掉你的幻觉, 减掉你的记忆, 减掉你的青春, 减掉你的岁月.......
最后, 一无所有,
除了....记忆的残片.


.:shuenyee:.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Opening

Word of the day: Heaven.
||heaven and hell, in a blink of an eye.||

It's holidays!
Wheeee =D
Its my time to finish those undone tasks and to start doing those am-going-to-do's task.
Last but not least, get those burden things out of my head.
At least, in this two weeks.

Finished two books in two days, amaze myself with such a short period in reading.
Hee.



Smile. =)


.:shuenyee:.

Friday, May 21, 2010

A So-called Doomed Day

Word of the day: past.
||Time flies.||

So fustrating.
Im sooo soo fustrating. T.T
Feels like dying at the same time.
Feels like hugging something to cry out loud. =(

And, today i did everything worstly.
Indeed, that was VERY WORST.
Ah, i guess there must be something really wrong with me.
Seriously, i really really dont like this feeling, its feels like.. something would be disappeared someday, somehow.

Having a really nice movie today.
It was 'Heaven Postman.'
It is staring by Hero Jaejoong and HyuJoo.
Quite a nice movie as overall and last but not least, it give me some lesson learnt.
Learn to be appreciative when you can, there is no regret when you turned back again.
Good movie, though.
And here is somes dialogue inside that i wanna share,

'but all those people believe easilly.'
'Believe what?'
'Our lies.The old man and the singer....they believed us.'
'It is all because they wanna believe it is true, they want to become all at ease.'


'Why you wanna do that? When lies can lighter his heart?'
'That man is much more stronger than we thought.Only weak people who need lie, to lighter their heart.'
'Only weak people who hide themselves in lies.Just because they couldnt accept and lie would soothe them.'

So, thats human.Feels kinda hypocrite? No, it wasn't.Lies would help pretty much when the truth couldnt save the situation.


.:shuenyee:.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Live like we're aliving

Word of the day: displacement.
||change of amount when you walked back and looked back.||

Oh yea, so proud to declare,

IM STILL ALIVE YOOO!

Mwahaha, miracle right? right right?
Look back for those three days which just past, its like faster than three hours.
And when i did the revision, it seems like more than three months. T.T
Everything gone after the exam papers got collected, IM DOOMED.

And so, there are still a couples of days to go, I needa keep myself alive! =D

Bonamana's MV is out!
Mwahaha, and everyone everyone didnt looked same anymore, especially hyukjae.
Tuekie is still continuing showing off his abs. =.=
Nevertheless, Yesung turned hotter and hotter, LOL.
But it was a bit incomplete without Kangin, Kibum and Hankyung who is still troubled by lawsuit.
I wonders whether they are planning to move into hindu's songs industry? haha, Miinah sounds so 'hindu'.
I wanna share those news with ELLAAAA =D

DBSK are sooooooooooooooo talented.
I likey them sooo sooo much regarding to their boongun drama.
Some of it are interesting while some are comedian nevertheless there are some sad's.

Lastly lastly, there is a column for myself to write out my feeling.
OH YEA, IM FEELING SO GOOD.
A nice phrase of sentence, i suppose?
But everything are still couldnt move on smoothly no matter how hard i try.
Hypnotize couldnt be the most effective way to me.
And it will never be.
I try to keep myself as busy as i can plus now is middle of my examination.
I try to put a lot a lot of things which can grab my attention.
No matter how hard i tried, there wouldnt be a success.
Why cant everything moved on as i wished?
By gone be by gone, everyone said that.
But why, still so hard?
Or am i putting too high of expectation to myself?
Thinking i can achieve it if i want to.
And now, the thruth is really dragged me down.
Pathetic ey?



.:shuenyee:.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Yunho, Uknow

I likey Uknow from DBSK!

But it's kinda a bit late for me to like him as they dont have group-activity lately due to SM's contract problem.





Thats all for today.Back to finish my homeworks.

.:shuenyee:.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

I need time i need more and more time

Word of the day : insufficient.
||ack of time||

I have lots of lots of things to say.
But i dunno how to speak out. =.=
Ah, feels like bang-ing myself to the wall.

School exam is around the corner, but still i wasnt in the mood of study.
Doing a lot of homeworks and couldnt have time to do revision.
I told myself to study several time, but it ends up with
i) I slept. =.=
ii) My homeworks couldnt finish.

Guess this time im going to do revision like a mad woman already ><
Becauseeeee..

I DUNNO WHAT THE HECK ARE 'BALANCED EQUATION'.
then i have no idea what to start from. *sobs*
Im doomed.
If other planet would have more than 24 hours, i would like to berhijrah and live thereee...
Then it would be soooooo damn good.. T.T


.:shuenyee:.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Tagged by Syuenern

幸福小泡泡 =D
第一粒*POP* ♥ 希望你笑口常开
姓名 ♥ Shuenyee
昵名 ♥ shuyee, shushu or yee.
爱好 ♥ Hangout with friends and listen songs
这一生人最快乐的回忆 ♥ First time having a 'being-protected' feeling.
这一生人最难过的回忆 ♥ Got stabbed by someone.
想对自己说的话 ♥ Yo! IM FEELING GOOOD! forget those unpleasant things! 

幸福小泡泡 第二粒*POP* ♥ 希望你身体健康
谁点你 ♥ Syuenern
他的为人 ♥ laugh non stop =.=
他长得怎样 ♥ Damn fair. *ish, jealous*
他的身材 ♥ Tall.very tall. 
他的追求者 ♥ Hee, i have no idea.
他有多少个追求者 ♥ I think she is having lotss.haha.
他恨你吗 ♥ wont la, she soooo lovessss me =D
想告诉他 ♥ Syuenern ah, dont emo!

幸福小泡泡 第三粒*POP* ♥ 希望你幸福快乐
最爱的人(不准写家人)♥ All of my bestiessss.
交往过吗 ♥ Havent.
如果你的情人爱上其他人了 ♥ Lets break up, babeh.
有人喜欢你吗 ♥ How i know? haha
有人跟你告白吗 ♥ Was 'i love you' counted as a confession? lol
被人暗恋的感觉 ♥ Syiok die.

幸福小泡泡 第四粒*POP* ♥ 希望你一切顺利
你认为你是一个怎样的人 ♥ Very noisy when im in good mood, very quiet when im in a bad mood. Crap a lot when im hungry. hee.
你认为你是一个很受欢迎的人 ♥ Dunno? haha.
你认为你是天才 ♥ I dont wanna be a stupid la.
你认为你是一个可爱的人 ♥ I dont wanna be cute. =D
你认为你将来会有怎样的生活 ♥ Busy but meaningful.

被我点到的人 ♥
1. Eeteng
2.Huiteng
3.Jiayi
4.Leexiang
5.Clara
6.Wenhuey
7.Manthing
8.Eileen
9.Sherry
10.Lingsiew



[2-号的个性] ♥  Used to be a quiet ones.haha
[5号是你的谁] ♥ Bestie! =D
[9号有爱人吗] ♥ Mwahaha, tak tau. =.=
[6号喜欢谁] ♥ She argh.... that HIM lo.
[10号有情人吗] ♥ Maybe?
[1号喜欢运动吗] ♥ I think she did.
[3号的兴趣] ♥ um, emo.haha
[4号现在跟谁在一起] ♥ Family? o.o
[7号是怎样的人] ♥ Used to be a cheerful one, hope now also.
[2号认识3号吗] ♥ Not really la, i think.
[1号喜欢4号吗] ♥ Friend lo.
[8号的追求者] ♥ Hee, no idea.
[1号爱你吗] ♥ Aiya, she doesnt loves me one. T^T


--Not tagging anyone.--


.:shuenyee:.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

我, 说

我是谁?谁是我?
到底, 我是谁?

越是鲜艳的花朵,越是危险。
越是美丽的东西,越是不耐。
越是珍贵的回忆,越是挥之不去。
越是想刻意地忘却,反弹回来的效应越是强烈。

心被淘空的感觉。
不堪一击,随时被撕裂。
空洞的眼神,眺望着远方,
仿佛在寻找那失去的影子。


用双手小心翼翼的捞起沙子
可它们却又顽皮的
从我手指缝间滑落地面
我赶紧把手给合上
沙子发起了不安的躁动
紧握的拳头
不但没有办法把沙子留在手里
就连手掌也被磨损了

宛如沙子
我无法将之握牢
反而伤痕累累
把自己无数次的反复推入无底深潭

曰:‘或许时间会渐渐的消失,但是所拥有的回忆,却是不会消失的。’
伤口或许严重
但终有愈合的一天。

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Sports Day ; Hang Out

Word of the day: Freak.
||Freak freak freak freak. =D||

Yesterday was our Sports Day.
And it was the first year which started the event dengan tepat tepat masa since i was form one.
Hilarious, isnt it?
Then it ended with super duper early we didnt even HAD A CHANCE to say hello to sun. =D

After that were clearing auditorium with somes quartermaster.
They did helped lots and so all of the things done in a very-fast-manner.
Helpers did helped pretty much, too.
Then, we got kicked out. =x

And i saw Chrystal and Eejin. =D
It is so damn 'miraclely' to saw her woke up so early, haha.
I had a very nice hang out with 'em after that.


.:shuenyee:.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Dramaa Dramaa

Word of the day: motionless.
|| just like a stone, expressionless.||

I wanna watch drama!
More and more korean dramas!
Lol.
Here are two dramas which i want to watch so badly. =(
But no spare time for me to do so. sobs*


Firstly, Cinderella's Sister.
Which staring by Meon Geun Yeong.



It give me a sense that, this would be a very good drama. haha.
And, Yesung sing one of the song in this OST.=D


Secondly, Oh! My lady
Which staring by Siwon.



This would be a pretty different from Cinderella's Sister because this one is a comedy.
And, It looks like very nice to watch also T.T

My class was fulled of GEE nowaday.
Haha.
*Gee Gee Gee Gee*



.:shuenyee:.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

碎了一地的诺言, 拼凑不回的昨天
可我一直期待奇迹会出现
而你离去身影
却越来越远......



.:shuenyee:.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Word of the day: April Fool.
||Fool.haha.||

Today was April fool and Syuenern was the first one who tricked me.
She told me,

'Shuyee ah, i tell youuuuu! My friend saw our Chemi teacher marked our paper!'
*WHAT?! SHE DID?! *
'Yeah, and... and... half class failed!'
*WHAT THE..! FAILED?then i died x.x*
'And i get 88 marks!'
*Woah, really great jobs!*
'APRIL FOOL!'
=.=

And then, she told me no ones saw our teacher marking paper punnn.
After that, was something funny about Eteng.
Mwahaha, a really funny part. xP

Lastly, a song which i dedicated to myself.

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade.
It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Oh yea, wish me luck for tomorrow's Lisan.
Aha, night peeps. =]


.:shuenyee:.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

琴键。依赖




钢琴上的黑白琴键
黑色与白色
左手与右手
是永远脱离不了的依赖

我仰望着天空
突然间
发现它是那么的渺小
那么的灰暗
正在飞舞的雨点不停的跳跃着那令人心碎的节拍
残酷的现实告诉我
我已失去依赖
一个
避风港

一个
已经失去的朋友



.:shuenyee:.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Hang Out Day

Word of the day:Joy.
||the most precious thing to me.||

After one day of tiring practice in a 'lovely' morning, we planned a hang out together.
So, me manthing and yihan.we hang in One-stop and we had our lunch there.
At Mcd.I saw Jingyi and she used a very weird way to look at us. =D
I saw Shihyih too.
Popular did had discount and they told me that was a Discount-day and so they bought a new bottle for me which i really really like.
THANKS. =D

After that we headed to Gurney and decided to have a movie for relax.
Just Another Pandora's Box was our first choice.
And, IT WAS VERY VERY AMUSED.
Especially the Osim part and when they copied Titanic's 'you jump, i jump'.





There's end of my hang out.Although it was a very short hang out, we did entertained.


Schooling was boring and responsibility is tiring.
I wish to have some space, to speak out and to be myself.



.:shuenyee:.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

YO, lollis!
I
philic philic philic youuu =D



OH,
books!
I
phobic phobic phobic you, hee =D



Peace.



.:shuenyee:.

Friday, March 5, 2010





The more you care about someone, the more unguessable it is.







.:shuenyee:.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Perplexed Day

Word of the day: Sigh.
||ahhhhhhhhhh-aiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.||

Nothing much that i can said about today.
Plenty of tiredness and sadness.
Oh yea, and plenty of anger.
SHE, makes me fed up.
I really do wish to hang her chop her shot her bang her kill her and tied her.
Ish.

We did went to find Etengteng today.
Somehow, she is pale.which makes me fell into 'dunno-want-to-do-what' situation.
I wish, she could thinks at the bright side and must face it steadily.



.:shuenyee:.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Chinese new year.

Word of the day:Contract.
||Everything seems to be contract, haha.even memories lol.||

Oh yeah oh yeah! today im feeling so great!
For no reason, and thats what i called weird feeling.
As, maybe nothing happened, neither good wan or bad wan, and that makes me feel great.

Well, Chinese New Year wasnt as great as i thought.
This year turned to be pretty boring as my aunt didnt back from Pahang to her hometown =(
But, she had a real great news, it is.... *drumrollss*

Her baby was born! =D
And she is discharge from hospital two weeks ago.
Is a daughter ay!

Secondly, Valentine's day had nothing to do with me.
But still, i had Emma's paper rose which looks so complicated to be folded,
And Jiayi's rose which she said, is because of shun-bian-buy wan.
Anyway, didnt bother too much, still i had a great valentine's day.

Thirdly, um.
Looks, it is a feeling.
Just some kinda feeling.
Thought of grabbing.
Whats the feeling?
Grabbing things that doesnt belongs to you from starting.
And, it did belongs to you after the competition.
Whats the point?
I really couldnt get it.
I did feel ridiculous, anyway.


.:shuenyee:.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Adam Lambert new album.

Word of the day: temperate.
||bad-temperate spoiled the mood.||


Well, yea, this is Adam Lambert!
And was being so damn happy as his new album was out and it do had lotsa lotsa nice songs.




Song list

1. MUSIC AGAIN
2. FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT
3. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME
4. STRUT
5. SOAKED
6. SURE FIRE WINNERS
7. A LOADED SMILE
8. IF I HAD YOU
9. PICK U UP
10. FEVER
11. SLEEPWALKER
12. AFTERMATH
13. BROKEN OPEN
14. TIME FOR MIRACLES

Time for miracles, For your entertainment and Whataya want from me are songs that are marked in my favourite. =D
Adam RAWRS!


.:shuenyee:.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Already gone.

Word of the day: Vanished.
||Already gone.||

I listened to Kelly Clarkson's new hits which named 'Already gone' recently.
This song describe perfectly what i feel and so i'm going to share out here.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Im back, again.

Word of the day: BOOM.
||Booms are around, beware of it.||

Blog is no longer update in daily mode due to my laziness and busy complete selonggok homeworks.T.T
And so, today im going to write a very long post. =D

I MISSSHHHH FORM THREE VERY VERY MUCH.
I MISS THOSE WHO ACCOMPANY ME TO SIAO IN MY CLASS.
I MISS THOSE WHO WANT TO HIT ME BIT ME HANG ME CHOP ME WHEN I KACAU THEM.
I MISS.... MY K3B TABLE =.=

Well, after reading Kim's last post, i felt incredibly and super duper geng about that person's hilarious geography knowledge.
Then i shall say,
I have a big house in Arab which is a super duper yeng's banglo.
There got four seasons you know.
I went to fishing when there is summer,
I went to the botanical garden to see those beautiful butterflies in spring,
I had my lunch with my parents and seeing the beautiful sunset when there is autumn,
I sleep whole day when there is winter.
Lol.Hilarious, but not as good as Kim's blog's person.

Today we are having an i-thought-it-was-frigging-boring's safety ceramah.
But out of my expectation, it better and interesting that i've thought.
He showed us most of the scary pictures that taken after those freaking irresponsible jerks who do not followed safety rules and they died.
Very obviously, they died in very geng ways, no head no flesh no epidermis no body bones crashed and so on.
Road safety rules really important, hmm.

After having a really short while of break, we start our Sukan Tara.
Well, nothing that i gain, hoho.
As what i expected.
Before going back home, something unpleasant happened.
Which i hope to peel that person head by using the knife like peeling orange and cut that person hair and chop her hang her and shoot her.
But still, suak la.
*Sigh*
Not worth to let me do sucha thingy on her,
She not worth to.


.:shuenyee:.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Tagged by Eeteng.

1_ 大名 :Law Shuenyee

2_ 生日 : 27-7-1994

3_ 谁传给你的:Eeteng lu.

4_ 生日想拿到什么礼物 : Erm, lemme think.anything that having smiley on top of it?perhaps, a new chubby smiley ring that i've been craving? hoho.

5_ 最近压力大的事 :Really got lotsa things.but most specific is 'upset'.

6_ 想做的事 :This moment, i wish to shout out loudly at a beach.Secondly, i wish to find someone which i've been missed for a long time. =D

7_ 有没有喜欢的人 : Hee, private and confidential LOL.But as overall, i loveeeeeee all my darlings, so dont worry.

8_ 跟谁出去最幸福+快乐: Hmm, i believe, everyone that i've been hang out with makes me happy and haengbok. =)

9_ 如果你的好朋友吵架了,你会怎么做: Do you think what can i do except watching?

10_ 最想和别人去那里 : Watch sunset, haha.

11_ 圣诞节想做什么:Playing around, perhaps? haha

12_ 最想跟谁庆祝圣诞节 : Everyone that i love, and fill their heart with very haengbok eh feeling. =D

13_ 最近在做什么:Schooling, band practice, tuition; schooling, band practice, tuition..

14_ 有几个兄弟姐妹 :Two younger bros which are quite anoying, aha.

15_ 最喜欢的一首英文/华文歌 :This moment, i like 'Learn My Lesson.'

16_ 喜欢什么颜色 : White, pure white.

17_ 上厕所会不会冲水 : Who doesnt -.-

18_ 喜欢男还是女生:Both la.

19_ 最想大大声说什么:'Smile because its happened! Cheer!'

20_ 半夜敢不敢上厕所:Not dare, if no torchlight. haha, too darky.

21_ 你现在最恨谁:Myself.

37_ 你比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈: Both!

38_ 你现在最想看到谁: Hee, i did always mention this people and i did always luan i want to see wan. haha

39_ 你爱看戏吗: Not really. I didnt be a full-time couch potato for quite a long time.

40_ 你敢向你讨厌的人说我恨你吗?:Why dont?but still, dont hate people better la.

41_ 你打算几时结婚啊 :Helloooooooowww~ im just fifteen plus LOL.

42_ 你喜欢你的生活吗: Hell yea!I love my life and i enjoy my life even though there is up and down, and im waiting for turning to sixteen! sweeet sixteen! =D

43_ 相信塔罗牌吗: Not really, haha.this type of thing cant fully believe wan la.

44_ 睡觉前所做的事情: Brush my teeth, haha.

45_ 你的偶像: No one.

46_ 你喜欢的季节:That would be autumn.When all those leafy falling down, it brings some kind of sadness.

47_ 最想去的地方: I want to went to place which 'll see white roses blossoming beautifully.

48_ 最讨厌怎样的性格:Hmm, not gentleman and busybody.

49_ 你会抽烟吗?:I hate cigarette la. -.-

50_ 你会喝酒吗: Hee.. you think?

51_你会常哭吗: No no no, im craving to be an optimistic person! =D

52_ 你常笑吗: Got! why no?

53_ 想睡到几点:Sleep til i feel energizeee!

54_ 朋友和情人你会选谁:I didnt have lover, mana tau?

55_ 机会+命运你会选:Chances.

56_ 你很自恋吗: I think if i deny, many people will hoot me.hoho. =D

57_ 你有穿耳洞吗: Yup.and and i plan to have one more next year.

58_ 这问卷多不多: Want to faint already, you think many or just a lil?

59_ 喜欢吃冰吗: Yeah!

60_ 现在幸福吗: Indeed, we must know how to appreciate then we'll feel haengbok and happy =)

61_ 最在乎谁:My family and friends.

62_ 房间里最重要的东西是什么?:My bed.LOL and and Ahbi (my doggy bear bear hoho)

63_ 没有朋友你会怎么做:Get some new friends la la la..


64_ 如果天使给你实现一个愿望,你想要什么: All my family members and friends 'll be happy and healthy.


65_ 这个问题废吗: . . . |||


67_ 喜欢那个水果:A.P.P.L.E!


68_ 最怕人家问你什么 : Dunno?


69_ 喜欢下雪吗:In my imagination, snowing is quite pretty la, and it really gave me christmas's feeling, so i like it!


70_ 下辈子要做什么:A human who having the same identity now.


71_ 希望再被tag吗:Okay la, got tag that capture my attention wan mah do lu.


72_ 没事做你喜欢等人吗 ? :I dont really like the feeling of waiting people.


73_ 你吃饱了没有?: yea, fulled.


74_ 看到問卷你的反應是?:Why cannot finish scrolling wan -.-



Dunno who i want to tag, no need tag la.. ^^


.:shuenyee:.


Thursday, January 21, 2010

So close, yet so far.

Word of the day: Bond.
||no more.really no more.||

Im so damn upset today.
Well, it aint something serious but it really bothered me so much.

So close, yet so far.
Nothing to gain, but lots of things to lose.


.:shuenyee:.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Rest in peace.




Word of the day: Cherish.
||appreciate what we have, and tell our love ones, i love you.||

Firstly, im sending my deepest regards to the victims in Dragon boat incident.
Although i dont know any single of them, but still i felt damn sad and my heart ache.
I have no idea why.

Life is really like a journey which end with death.No matter how long or short it will be, life is unpredictable.Do remember to appreciate.Do cherish what we have and our love ones.

Secondly, i sincerely hope those families and friends of victims can step out from this incident.It is an accident, no one is there to be blame.Be strong.


.:shuenyee:.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

belonging, aint belonging anymore.

Word of the day: Decode.
|| How if i know? then this word wont full of surprise already.because i hate it.||

Well, its been a long while since the latest post had been updated.
Hee, im so damn lazy to update plus nothing that i can update due to some reasonsss problemss, aiks.

Today is Yihan's the potato piggy's birthday!
Happy birthday! and happy always. =D
And so, we went to gurney and we celebrate.
We did went Toys R Us to mendera those cute and chubby soft toys and we started to be crazy and we punch those weird wan and hug those cute wan.
We somemore arranged 'em in a nice way, or should be in a best posture LOL.
I felt very happy as she likes my pressie =D
This would be one of my memorable hang out.=)

Lastly.
Well, you dont belong to me anymore.My mind told me, and so did your reaction told me.
You aint belong to me any single more.
You doesnt want to be my belonging anymore.
I hate myself for being sucha foolish and weak.
I just can turn my back, when i saw what i dont want to see.
It is pain to see, and pain to feel.
Im still with my senses, when there is someday when i lost my senses,maybe i can accept those things.
But at that time, maybe i would said, i got over you.
And now, im trying hard to be what i want because im not a tolerance good human being.


.:shuenyee:.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Form 4 isn't good at all.
I hate Form 4.
I hate alone.




.:shuenyee:.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Start of something new

Word of the day: Busy.
|| Im damn busy today.||

Start of something new, hee.
Everything are so new and fresh to me, hee.
And im starting to enjoy, hope no class changing because i really hate.
When everytime everytime i start to make myself comfortable in that class, then it'll always has a changing, ish. -.-
Today the frigging stupid report card makes me run quite a couple of rounds. T.T *up and down, up and down*
Hmm, besides those unpleasant thingy, today was running very smoothly la.
So, hope tomorrow can run as smooth as today also hee.


.:shuenyee:.