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Word of the day: Infinite.
||Ooh-ouh.Addicted.||

MWAHAHA. Its now 2.25.

Obviously, i cant sleep. =/
I've just finished those panjang lebar dan soalan yang berulang alik sahaja. *faint*
AHA.Everything should be flowww smoothly tomorrow. *smirk*




I like him.
The way he sings, with much passion. ♥


Off to bed. TTFN.


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Don't Act Foolish

Word of the day: Swag.
||Swaggerr! xD||

Not much to say, but just to share a song that i was listening lately.
It is a song named 'Dont act foolish' by a new artist ALi.
Haha, dont get me wrong, ALi is a 'she' but not a 'he'.
ALi is a korean but not a malay.

The song goes like this,
'Even when your heart hurts, don't cry.
Even when you want to die, don't die.
If they want to leave, let them go.
If you want to hold to them, don't.'

This song is coincide with my thinking, of not pushing things too hard.
Of course, people may think that it is a coward's action but it is opposite to me.
I strongly believe that life is about give and take.
You may gain as well as lose,
People may leave as well as come into your life.
There is a limit though, a time limit.
When the time comes, no matter how hard you try you have to let go.
WHY? just because that is not yours anymore.
Feeling is the hardest thing to control and of course human can't do that.
Let go is a wiser choice. =]

Don't ever think to commit suicide, there are still several ways to tell the person what they did were just so wrong.


'Farewell are like this, at first it really, really hurts.
the sky is falling and everything else crashes, its all chaos.
At time, you cant sleep because you are mad.'

Indeed, farewell are heart broking.
At the same time, it just simply means the person is important, so so so much important than you can ever imagine.
AHH. its hard to let go sometimes, but still it is not that hard if you really get over it.
HAAAAA.

Well, just a piece of crap though.
Here is it,

'Don't Act Foolish' by ALi and Yong Junhyung.







PEACE. =]

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几米

在新一天悄悄地降临前, 我想分享一段我觉得很有意思的一段话.

生命中，不断的有人离开或进入。 于是，看见的，看不见了；记住的，遗忘了。 生命中，不段的有得到和失落。 于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。 然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？ 记住的，是不是永远不会消失？ --- 摘自几米语录.

是的, 最近几米引起了我的注意.
简单的插图配上有意思的话语, 却把我给吸引了.
虽然我对这个名绘本作家并没了如指掌, 但是我期待与他的作品的相遇.





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简介

我想把我家部落格'改革'成中文部落格.
我想....应该还不赖吧.. xD
凭着我对中文的热诚 *哈哈,自恋一下应该没关系吧?*
这部落格的寿命应该会很长很长的......

好吧, 第一个关键问题,

为什么想不开, 竟把亲爱的部落格变成中文呢?
呃,老实说, 因为中文比较有感觉. ==

英文没有感觉吗?
不是没有, 只是大人我感觉不到.

对于英文, 它是有极限的东西 *至少对我来说*
我常用英文来表达悲伤的心情, 却很少写些开心的.
欣仪秋苑快把我给拖到后巷打晕了.
对此, 我为我家部落格深感抱歉. *鞠躬*

庆祝我家部落格息影两个月后重新开张,
我会尽量分享些开心的事情.

重新认识我与我的部落格吧!

你好, 我是 刘 淑 仪. =)

雨

不想否认,我今天心情糟透了.
但是今天竟然下了一整天的雨, 心情好像随着那滴滴答答的小雨开朗起来. =D
哈哈,对了.请不要怀疑,本人是随着雨天而心情变漂亮的.
所以, 那些 '诬赖' 雨天是让人堆不起笑容的根据基本上是大错特错.

我总觉得与雨天有着说不清的熟悉.
雨天带给我说不出的安慰, 陌生既熟悉的味道.
几乎每次失意是都会下起雨, 对我来说那时一种独一无二的安慰.
一种, 超越了解的理解; 一种, 让我很舒服的..味道.
每年的生日, 都会碰上雨天.
而且还是刮大风, 雨下的稀哩哗啦的.

我爱上了这个味道, 涩涩的,凉凉的,
那仅仅属于 雨的味道.






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Everything seems to be so wrong right now.
Everything seems to be so wrong right now.
Everything seems to be so wrong right now.

DAMN IT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE SO WRONG.

saya emo sangat.

Therapy

Word of the day: All Time Low.
||they are just simply amazing.||

"Therapy is every kid's nightmare. When everyone is telling you you need help and all you really want is a hug." - Alex Gaskarth

"This goes out to anybody who feels alone, anybody who has felt betrayed, anybody who feels uncomfortable in their own skin because of the people around them. Be who you are no matter what. I swear to God you are the most fucking beautiful people. Don't let anybody change your mind." - Alex Gaskarth's speech (Therapy)

''The true ones is not the person who is there for you at the beginning, but always be there til the end'' - Alex Gaskarth.

SEE SEE SEE?! This is why im so frigging like him.So amazing.He really does understand.

Here goes by,









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Yeah, put your hands up

Word of the day: A daydream away.
||Sigh.||

I feel like blogging.
Oh yeah, i feel like blogging :)
But i have no idea where should i start. :(

Well well well, maybe i should start it from National Competition.
We're the second runner-up.
I don't deny that im ohsofrigging upset and this ohsobrilliant result makes me emo for a few days.
I can't really accept the fact that we lose, it's not like i am not brave enough to admit my lose but.. why? i mean... why?
It ended up with no answer.Nahh.
Nevertheless, it has be my awesome momories in my high school life (who knows that we are going to perform at night?) and a very awesome experiences too, that kind of nervous, cheering from the supporters, the so-called smartest look from you that you have never seen by yourself, the tiring life that you never thought you are now living in, the desperation that you never been through before..

Concert is around the corner, which mean my band life is going to end too.
Whenever i thought of this, it makes my day turns awful.
Although sometimes there are fight*?!*, argument and so on...
I think im going to miss band life so much, sigh.

Proceed to the next topic, ME.
Oh my god oh my god ohhhhh my god.
I don't even know what the hell am i thinking.
My life is miserable and thought of trial exam i think im going to turn in to pieces of glasses. :(
I haven't start my revision. NOJOKEISAIDIHAVEN'TSTARTEDMYREVISIONNNNNNANDITDRIVESMECRAZYYYYY.
OH NO.
OH NO.
Lately, i have some kind of awkward feeling, regret.
I don't know what the hell that im regret for, but im regret. ==

Oh yeah, i feel like eating.
Im going to try every single titbits in seven-eleven! =D
Okay, that's seriously insane. ==

I discovered something, too with Eileen.
YELLOW IS IN THE BEST BEST BEST BEST COLOUR FOR SMILEY.




The cutest thing that is the cutest to me! hahahahaha xD
Reminds me of the smiley t-shirt.ISH.I WANT THE SMILEY T SHIRT LA.

MY ALL TIME LOW'S NEW ALBUM RELEASED!
*do mark my word, my ATL, hahahaha xD*
Finally, phew.
They are back with the new album titled 'Dirty Work'.
I like them since i was form 3 or 4 i think. I like the way Alex expresses his feeling in to the songs and lyrics.Their song lyrics are straight forward, does not need of those luxury words.The most important thing is, Alexander sings out what i feel sometimes, As a teen.
That's why they are one of my favorite boy band! =D
Many of their fans said ATL changed and their songs are heading into mainstream.... but who cares? as long as their songs are still nice, alex's vocal is still good and ATL is still ALL TIME LOW. =D



My favourite beats are A daydream away ,I feel like dancing and Return the favor.
A daydream away reminds me of 'Therapy' which is in the previous album 'Nothing Personal', it is nice though while I feel like dancing makes me feel like dancing! Haha!

I feel like dancing tonight,I'm gonna party like it's my civil right,(everybody get kinda awesome).It doesn't matter where, I don't care if people stare, because I feel like dancing tonight. --- i feel like dancin by ATL


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分不清了.

怎么办?真的分不清了.

T^T

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110606

Word of the day: Joker.

||AHHHHHH...joker joker jokerrr!!||

HAHA.

Kinda hyper when i speak of Joker. ><

You'll know who im talking about if you really do understand what 'Joker' means. =D

*Ahhh... i tell you i tell you, he is freaking freaking freaking freakingggg...... kyyaaaaa!!!*

Better stop before this post become All-About-Joker.

Ah.The 8th days.

Its 1.30 over here and hell yea im insomnia. -____________-

On Raining Day -- Beast

TRANSLATION

[DJ] When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still
.
[KK] Even today, without a doubt
I can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you
.
[YS] Now
I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
[HS] I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you, no it doesn’t mean that
It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp
When it’s the type of day that you really liked
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories, I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape
.
[DW] Now
I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
[KK] All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
.
(To you) [HS] Now there is no path for me to return
But looking at your happy face
[DW] I will still try to laugh since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
.
[JH] What can I do about something that already ended?
I’m just regretting after like the stupid fool I am
Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well
.
[JH] Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

I likey this song very much =D

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YET.

I still cant walk out.







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Untitled

I've always wanting to have a bestie, who can understand me without any single word.
I've always blaming that no one understand me, not even now.
I've always blaming others for hurted me and didnt even care what my thinking is.

You dont rely on me much, maybe you will think of me when you need me and Im not really playing an important role in your life
But

SEE, IM SUCH AN UNTRUSTWORTHY FRIEND.

Fcking Perfect - Pink

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead

So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all i can think of
Chased down all my demons
see you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fckin' perfect to me

The world stares while i swallow the fear
The only thing i should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, 'cause they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
String ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me


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Back

Word of the day: G.O.
|| strongly addicted, Oh no. x.x||

This is 'Cry' from Mblaq.
Mblaq somehow really 'resembles' with Rain, its like you can see Rain's style of songs and dances.Hmm.
Dont misunderstood, that wasnt LeeJoon who I like hahaha.
It is G.O who has a powerful vocal LOL *no offense to Joon's fans*
He looks good without mustaches. =)




I really dislike this feeling, when i dont have choice anymore and have to accept everything in front of me. Its matter of trust.Yeah, indeed. But i just can't.

AH.just forget bout it.


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从不属于我的

天上有许许多多的星星，但是我却找不到一颗，我永远不会是后备的。
混乱飘落的枫叶，就像我的情绪一样，被一波又一波的挑起。
我不需要同情，更不需要所谓的可怜。
不需路人的安慰，不需要多余的评论。
不需要那一闪而过的记得，不需要那同情。

星星一闪一闪，我把他们都尽收眼底。
在我以为会把他们永远的拥有时，忽略了，原来星星从来就没有像我宣告我对他们的持有权。
每天，不管哪一个夜里，星星从不迟到，绕着我，绕着黑夜，绕着月亮，绕着云朵。
但是，究竟哪一颗，是永远属于我一个人的?
究竟哪一颗，会永远分享只有我一个人的喜怒哀乐？
究竟哪一颗，会愿意让我成为永远的第一个？

我想，风把我的问题，加上答案给吹走了。
发现，自己好比在那无际的大海。
蓝色，我想是一种警报，撕裂了蓝天的温柔。
而我，开始沦陷，无法自拔。
也开始理解，原来解脱的方法，

很简单。

那就是


开始习惯。

Beastly beastly new year

Word of the day: beast.
||비스트!비스트! 비스트! ||


Okay, its kinda weird to listen this kind of sad song during Chinese new year, but....
SHE IS AWESOME *thumbs up*
She used to be the back up dancer for Hyuna's 'Change' mv, but now she's a great singer and a great dancer at the same time. *jjang*
Okay, really have to admit that i listen to this song because of Yong junhyung(sreammssss) although he's just appeared for bout 8 second...but he is the only reason for me to watch that mv and of course listen to that song tooo. But it ends up with impressed by G.Na's vocal.
She is real great and she isss pweeettyyyy =D

Oh yea, this song had been played again and again in my player til wanna kaboom already haha, nice song though.




I'll back off so you can live better -- G.Na

'I’ll back off so you can live,that is all I can say.
I’ll forget you so you can live better, so that you’ll be happy without me...'

Before i forgot, YOON DOOJOON YOON DOOJOON!He's souuuuu hawt! He really makes me fall for himm *kyaaaaaa* >___<


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Smile again.

Word of the day: awkward.
||AHHH~~ AWKWARD AWKWARD == ||

我真得很没用。T^T
Otoke? 感觉上，真的一无所处。
惨了啦。怎么办?
到哪里去找 “用处” 给自己？
所以，今天的我心情很糟。一直拼命地在找自己的用处。很可笑是不是？但是当你陷入其中的时候，就会知道那是一种悲哀。后来的后来，我好像找到了，那就是，用自己的不完美来衬托别人的完美。
结果，
我的天空今天非常灰。
然后，就开始发脾气伤害人了。
唉哉。





Smile again -- Ryeokwook (Super Junior)
这首歌，应该是最好的安慰。
淡淡的悲伤，轻轻的旋律。



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Cleaning (PART 2)

Word of the day: Chores.
||AHHHHH not again?!||

Today i am having war with chores again. *screammmmmmm*
Im fine with chores but the most hardest part is IMMA DOING ALL ON MY OWN.
I couldnt find any human to rescue me as my younger brother is trying to rescue me but unfortunately he pushes me into 'do double worksss' dilemma.
Therefore, i decided to do all my own. ==

Settled chores, its time to do some cleaning. *part 2*
Its the time to put back Form4's books and dig out books which are not used.



Books which i dig out.Kinda messy. xD



Drills.When i was Form2.Cant believe that i am Form5 now. :(



Papers and Book. Am going to read this book. Teeheeee.



Form 4 books which i am going to put inside the cupboard. =D




Standard 6's essay.LOL



PMR's ramalan paper from quite lots of states.Cant believe that i actually did one stack of them.haha.



Huuuuu.Nightmare -- Geography.Buhbye *waves hands*



For my brother.Hohooo.



For sell.

Thats the end of my holidays.No more relax-relax already.
Buhbye Holidays.Miss you. :(


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10111

Word of the day: Hello.
||say hello to 2011, say hello to chores, say hello to new life, say hello to form 5 and last but not least say hello to school.||

Today, is the day! ahaha the brand new year which is 2011!
Everything are going to have a changee, for sure is change to become better and more more better. =D
Oh well, i started my day with chores. TT lots and lotssss of choresss.
I woke up early to do washing, prepare breakfast, sweeep floor etc etc.

OWWWHH I MISS MY BROTHER.Hope he'll recover as sooon as possibleee because i really really really misss himmm. :(

There is no problem with chores, but there is problem with the atmosphere.
Ahaha, i know i was becoming weird, but really there is the problem with atmosphere.
Its like i am living in the space, time prolonged and the weird atmosphere prolonged then silenceeee..... ==
AHHHH i really dont like it. :(

Do some cleaning before school reopen.



This is after i've done the cleaning. =D




Form 4's books which im going to put into another cupboard.






Messsy messsyyy. :D



Gloves, sunblocks and scores.Noticed? haha its The Lion King. *RAWWRR*



Presie from Puiying, Ella and Otosan.

Farewell and Anniversary ; Outing with Clara and Huanlee.

We went to Gurney Plazza and spend most of our time at Redbox. xD
All i havta say is, Redbox's staffs are so 'three lines'.
First of all, our microphone runs off battery and then the staff come in and argue with us that it wasnt and show us that the microphone is having yellow light (can function). We said just now that was red light(run off battery) he still argue with us. == After that he said, 'no la, i was just bluff you all wan la hahaha...'
We was like.... *froze* ==
Later, a 'Santa' walk in pulak. =.=
We almost sing til climax then suddenly..
'HO HO HO HOHHHOOOO....' *breaks in*
We: *hands hold microphone, stopped singing.froze*
He: *froze awhile when saw we stopped*...... ah... HOHOHO, merry christmas!!! ==
We: *stare at him* *music is still playing~~*
He: ahh..... *take off my microphone, open my hand and put candy on my palm then continued* HOHOHOOOO........

Having dinner at Seoul Garden.



ICE CREAM! mwahahahaaaaa



Camera-shy haha



Flutist bookmark from Emma. =0=



From Puiying.Ya'll never guess it right what this was hahahaha xD



From Ella. *FLUTISTS ROCK!*



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