简介

我想把我家部落格'改革'成中文部落格.
我想....应该还不赖吧.. xD
凭着我对中文的热诚 *哈哈,自恋一下应该没关系吧?*
这部落格的寿命应该会很长很长的......

好吧, 第一个关键问题,

为什么想不开, 竟把亲爱的部落格变成中文呢?
呃,老实说, 因为中文比较有感觉. ==

英文没有感觉吗?
不是没有, 只是大人我感觉不到.

对于英文, 它是有极限的东西 *至少对我来说*
我常用英文来表达悲伤的心情, 却很少写些开心的.
欣仪秋苑快把我给拖到后巷打晕了.
对此, 我为我家部落格深感抱歉. *鞠躬*

庆祝我家部落格息影两个月后重新开张,
我会尽量分享些开心的事情.

重新认识我与我的部落格吧!

你好, 我是 刘 淑 仪. =)

雨

不想否认,我今天心情糟透了.
但是今天竟然下了一整天的雨, 心情好像随着那滴滴答答的小雨开朗起来. =D
哈哈,对了.请不要怀疑,本人是随着雨天而心情变漂亮的.
所以, 那些 '诬赖' 雨天是让人堆不起笑容的根据基本上是大错特错.

我总觉得与雨天有着说不清的熟悉.
雨天带给我说不出的安慰, 陌生既熟悉的味道.
几乎每次失意是都会下起雨, 对我来说那时一种独一无二的安慰.
一种, 超越了解的理解; 一种, 让我很舒服的..味道.
每年的生日, 都会碰上雨天.
而且还是刮大风, 雨下的稀哩哗啦的.

我爱上了这个味道, 涩涩的,凉凉的,
那仅仅属于 雨的味道.






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Everything seems to be so wrong right now.
Everything seems to be so wrong right now.
Everything seems to be so wrong right now.

DAMN IT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE SO WRONG.

saya emo sangat.

Therapy

Word of the day: All Time Low.
||they are just simply amazing.||

"Therapy is every kid's nightmare. When everyone is telling you you need help and all you really want is a hug." - Alex Gaskarth

"This goes out to anybody who feels alone, anybody who has felt betrayed, anybody who feels uncomfortable in their own skin because of the people around them. Be who you are no matter what. I swear to God you are the most fucking beautiful people. Don't let anybody change your mind." - Alex Gaskarth's speech (Therapy)

''The true ones is not the person who is there for you at the beginning, but always be there til the end'' - Alex Gaskarth.

SEE SEE SEE?! This is why im so frigging like him.So amazing.He really does understand.

Here goes by,









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Yeah, put your hands up

Word of the day: A daydream away.
||Sigh.||

I feel like blogging.
Oh yeah, i feel like blogging :)
But i have no idea where should i start. :(

Well well well, maybe i should start it from National Competition.
We're the second runner-up.
I don't deny that im ohsofrigging upset and this ohsobrilliant result makes me emo for a few days.
I can't really accept the fact that we lose, it's not like i am not brave enough to admit my lose but.. why? i mean... why?
It ended up with no answer.Nahh.
Nevertheless, it has be my awesome momories in my high school life (who knows that we are going to perform at night?) and a very awesome experiences too, that kind of nervous, cheering from the supporters, the so-called smartest look from you that you have never seen by yourself, the tiring life that you never thought you are now living in, the desperation that you never been through before..

Concert is around the corner, which mean my band life is going to end too.
Whenever i thought of this, it makes my day turns awful.
Although sometimes there are fight*?!*, argument and so on...
I think im going to miss band life so much, sigh.

Proceed to the next topic, ME.
Oh my god oh my god ohhhhh my god.
I don't even know what the hell am i thinking.
My life is miserable and thought of trial exam i think im going to turn in to pieces of glasses. :(
I haven't start my revision. NOJOKEISAIDIHAVEN'TSTARTEDMYREVISIONNNNNNANDITDRIVESMECRAZYYYYY.
OH NO.
OH NO.
Lately, i have some kind of awkward feeling, regret.
I don't know what the hell that im regret for, but im regret. ==

Oh yeah, i feel like eating.
Im going to try every single titbits in seven-eleven! =D
Okay, that's seriously insane. ==

I discovered something, too with Eileen.
YELLOW IS IN THE BEST BEST BEST BEST COLOUR FOR SMILEY.




The cutest thing that is the cutest to me! hahahahaha xD
Reminds me of the smiley t-shirt.ISH.I WANT THE SMILEY T SHIRT LA.

MY ALL TIME LOW'S NEW ALBUM RELEASED!
*do mark my word, my ATL, hahahaha xD*
Finally, phew.
They are back with the new album titled 'Dirty Work'.
I like them since i was form 3 or 4 i think. I like the way Alex expresses his feeling in to the songs and lyrics.Their song lyrics are straight forward, does not need of those luxury words.The most important thing is, Alexander sings out what i feel sometimes, As a teen.
That's why they are one of my favorite boy band! =D
Many of their fans said ATL changed and their songs are heading into mainstream.... but who cares? as long as their songs are still nice, alex's vocal is still good and ATL is still ALL TIME LOW. =D



My favourite beats are A daydream away ,I feel like dancing and Return the favor.
A daydream away reminds me of 'Therapy' which is in the previous album 'Nothing Personal', it is nice though while I feel like dancing makes me feel like dancing! Haha!

I feel like dancing tonight,I'm gonna party like it's my civil right,(everybody get kinda awesome).It doesn't matter where, I don't care if people stare, because I feel like dancing tonight. --- i feel like dancin by ATL


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分不清了.

怎么办?真的分不清了.

T^T

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110606

Word of the day: Joker.

||AHHHHHH...joker joker jokerrr!!||

HAHA.

Kinda hyper when i speak of Joker. ><

You'll know who im talking about if you really do understand what 'Joker' means. =D

*Ahhh... i tell you i tell you, he is freaking freaking freaking freakingggg...... kyyaaaaa!!!*

Better stop before this post become All-About-Joker.

Ah.The 8th days.

Its 1.30 over here and hell yea im insomnia. -____________-

On Raining Day -- Beast

TRANSLATION

[DJ] When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still
.
[KK] Even today, without a doubt
I can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you
.
[YS] Now
I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
[HS] I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you, no it doesn’t mean that
It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp
When it’s the type of day that you really liked
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories, I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape
.
[DW] Now
I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
[KK] All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
.
(To you) [HS] Now there is no path for me to return
But looking at your happy face
[DW] I will still try to laugh since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
.
[JH] What can I do about something that already ended?
I’m just regretting after like the stupid fool I am
Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well
.
[JH] Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

I likey this song very much =D

.:shuenyee:.

YET.

I still cant walk out.







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Untitled

I've always wanting to have a bestie, who can understand me without any single word.
I've always blaming that no one understand me, not even now.
I've always blaming others for hurted me and didnt even care what my thinking is.

You dont rely on me much, maybe you will think of me when you need me and Im not really playing an important role in your life
But

SEE, IM SUCH AN UNTRUSTWORTHY FRIEND.

Fcking Perfect - Pink

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead

So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all i can think of
Chased down all my demons
see you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fckin' perfect to me

The world stares while i swallow the fear
The only thing i should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, 'cause they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
String ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me


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Back

Word of the day: G.O.
|| strongly addicted, Oh no. x.x||

This is 'Cry' from Mblaq.
Mblaq somehow really 'resembles' with Rain, its like you can see Rain's style of songs and dances.Hmm.
Dont misunderstood, that wasnt LeeJoon who I like hahaha.
It is G.O who has a powerful vocal LOL *no offense to Joon's fans*
He looks good without mustaches. =)




I really dislike this feeling, when i dont have choice anymore and have to accept everything in front of me. Its matter of trust.Yeah, indeed. But i just can't.

AH.just forget bout it.


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