Hate myself for being such a coward.
WHY? why cant i just answer it honestly?
Just an answer wert?
What the heck that im thinking? haih.
I realize that i became cowardly and more emotional.
Test paper, a good example.
Fine.Maybe this is me.
But i hate myself for being this.
I really hate it.
Seriously and unconsciously.



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I hate myself.
I really hate myself.
I hate myself for lots of so-called reasons.
I hate myself for many reasonable reasons
And millions of complicated reasons and tonnes of ridiculous reasons.
Haih.
I hate myself for being weak.
I hate my appearance.
I hate everything about myself
And sick of it.
My character. Myself. My Job. My academic.


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Tagged by Valen

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 4 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

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1. Crazy stuff u did before. Too much.so it should be STUFFS.=P
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2. What is your most favourite thing to do ? Lock myself in my room and do whatever i like.
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3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?Yup.
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4. If you are given a chance to say something to someone you love,it would be? I love you.
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5. Is there someone in your heart right now ? Yuppp!i loves ALL my darlingss!
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6. Do you feel loved in this world ? For this moment,yes.
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7. What are you afraid to lose the most ? Heart beat,feeling.
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8. What you wish to do now? Scream loudly.
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9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ? I dont know.But i think i WONT.
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10.Do you think you are special? Maybe.
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11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half? Smoking.
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12. What do you think is your purpose in life? PLAY!
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13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment? Nope.because i cant do it.
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14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? Pizza.
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15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick? Stay happy.
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16. If you have a chance, which part of Earth you want to live forever in ? Australia.
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17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven? My memories.
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18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why? I stay in love bt Mariah Carrey.Because im now listening.
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19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman? Dye my hair and do plastic surgery.Muahahaa..
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20. What your favourite drama? My lucky star.
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TAG:

Leexiang
Eeteng
Sheue Yee
Clara


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Wheee...

So, im back!
Haha... Arlo to readers who are here. =]
Going to do something after exam.
But its sure melayang sini sana wan...


23-3-2009
First day in exam.
Maths. heavy sigh*
Didnt finish it and yet time is not enough.
So,die.
And Yusien's birthday!
Happy birthday papa! =]

Day before exam week.

Okay,im here,peeps.
And due to my laziness, test is coming!
But..but...i havent prepared for anythingg..
Thats bad.What i can say is just...god!S.O.S!
Lol..
And and..i realize that my blog is lack of photo..
So..now picha time!



















LOL.this is the notess.yellow....orangess...and..PINK??!



















Highlighters,penss and pencil. *pencil became weirdo,sorry pencil xP*


















Lolliiiiiiiiii! and candy.




















Apple. Nice to see,nice to touch,nice to hold and nice to eat. =P

Am going to continue my studies.
Tata.


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Tagged by Joey. =]

The Rules are :
Copy to your own note, erase my answer, and enter yours.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real, nothing made up !If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers.You cannot use any word twice &you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name: Shuenyee

2.A four letter word: Sigh

3.A boy's name: Sean

4.A girl's name: Sue

5.An occupation: Shopkeeper

6.A color: Skyblue

7.Something that can wear: Shoe

9.Something found in the bathroom: Soap

10.A place: Shopping mall! =P

11.A reason for being late: Stuck in the wardrobe?LOL.

12.Something you shout: Shoot

13.A movie title: Spongebob Squarepant!

14.Something you drink: Shandy

15.A musical group:Secondhand Serene

16.An animal: Snake

17.A street name: Sultan Azlan Shah Road

18.A type of car: Suzuki

19.A song title: Superhuman

20.A verb: Shave

The person I tagged,
1.Eeteng
2.Milline
3.Jiayi

100th post.
So fast.
Today is the last day of training camp.
Learn a lot,thought.
Anyway, Im too lazy to touch any books.
Thats bad. sigh.

The feeling was back when i saw you stood on the stage.
You shone.
Im too greedy to want its happened again.


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Wasnt sure why she become like that.
Was dicussed with JM.
Heavy sigh.
Mybe she was like that at the moment i know her?
Just i wasnt realized?
Argh,such a perplexed situation.
Nobody is encourage me to friend with her.
Everyone is giving bad comments about her.
But no doubt, she become more arrogant since last year.
*Last year is ARROGANT only.no "more" added in front.*
You are so mean.
Well, was thinking about what she to me.
Still is a friend?
I wasnt sure for that.
Less than that,maybe.
Really dont want to see the situation when we're at the same room but just silent.
They knew it very well.
And,i finally make a decision.
Me, am going to declare:
IM GIVING UP.
SO,GOOD NEWS.
So,it wasnt to be a perplexed situation again.
I hope so.
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Lastly, just want to let someone know,
I will always be with you no matter what situation.
Do remember i will support you. =]
Because you said before,
I was under you.Now im going to tell you,
I will protect you as you do.
Not as a responsibility.


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Band practice.
Outdoor as usual.
It is getting neater.
Hmm.
Stay til 3 something for doing quartermaster's things.
And luckily Jocelyn is staying back.
Phew,if no..im going to die.
So, just finish a part of it because not enough time.
Hm.


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Was going to Queensbay with Yusien.
She really ar..
One minute ago said cannot then after said yes pulak.
Haha,but nevermind.
My family also want went out at that time.
So,wait at there about 4p.m.
I thought she will late,but dont.actually.
And..something which make me shock is..
She never saw me wear dress before?!
Okay,pinafore is not counted. =P
Lol.


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Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
Really wanna to find a beach,a sea or some place to shout.
Argh.
Not really in a good mood.
No why,because i also dont know.
Felt like want to cry.
T.T


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Was take band photo today.
And we're busy like hell.
=.=
All settle down at last.
Phew*
Back to class.
Settle another things.
Ask homeworks.
It is soo gamdong!
They help me to pack my bag!!
T.T
LOL
I sleep for bout 3 hours and now im shi mian.
*So im here now.*LOL
All my friend were not in a good mood.=[
All must cheer up tau?! =]

And, im so tired.
Sick of all those things in this world.


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