Oto kahjo?
Oto kahjo?
T^T
Worst ending for 2009.
What can i do still?
Situation wasnt let me do anything that i want.
I did told myself that this is really not worth, but look what i've done?
I've consoling that you'd be long gone, and you dont belong to me.
But look, what've i done?
What have we done?
Depressed.
Perplexed.
Exagerated.
Pessimistic.
All those words filled my head, and they held me to the end.
What can i do still?
.:shuenyee:.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Contradiction.
Today is Boxing Day.
Although i dunno what should do in Boxing Day but i've hoot Manthing early in the morning. =.=
She describe the feeling as bone had broke.
Oh ya, almost forgot.
MERRY KA-RIS-MES-SI!
it means merry christmas in my language.
Santa doesnt loves me and didnt came to my house.
But i think im blessed.
=D
Last but not least.
Thanks for everyone who concern me so much.
I really do appreciate it.
I'm okay, just like what i've said.
Although not now, and i know i cant be really okay in such a hurry but i promise to be okay.
Just dont worry.
And for who had saw me on PMR's result revealing, clara and khaixin.
Sorry for walk out in such a hurry, sorry for my rudeness, i apologize.
As for ahjo and ahgong, i didnt meant to be tamak la LOL.
And jiejie, thanks for your lolli. =]
Pakcik and ahma, will cheer up soon.
Yongqi and Piaopiao, although both of you really lose in our bet, but no need to belanja la, adui.
And papa, THANKS.
So, thats all.
.:shuenyee:.
Although i dunno what should do in Boxing Day but i've hoot Manthing early in the morning. =.=
She describe the feeling as bone had broke.
Oh ya, almost forgot.
MERRY KA-RIS-MES-SI!
it means merry christmas in my language.
Santa doesnt loves me and didnt came to my house.
But i think im blessed.
=D
Last but not least.
Thanks for everyone who concern me so much.
I really do appreciate it.
I'm okay, just like what i've said.
Although not now, and i know i cant be really okay in such a hurry but i promise to be okay.
Just dont worry.
And for who had saw me on PMR's result revealing, clara and khaixin.
Sorry for walk out in such a hurry, sorry for my rudeness, i apologize.
As for ahjo and ahgong, i didnt meant to be tamak la LOL.
And jiejie, thanks for your lolli. =]
Pakcik and ahma, will cheer up soon.
Yongqi and Piaopiao, although both of you really lose in our bet, but no need to belanja la, adui.
And papa, THANKS.
So, thats all.
.:shuenyee:.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Let go
Because im not strong enough to hold it in its position,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to be hurt,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to trust you,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to be damn pessimistic,
And so i let go.
.:shuenyee:.
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to be hurt,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to trust you,
And so i let go.
Because im not strong enough to be damn pessimistic,
And so i let go.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Just because you dont know
You can never understand what im saying.
Not to say you're weird.
You can never understand what im thinking.
Not to say you're not good enough.
Not to say you're not paying attention to what im saying,
Because i also cannot doubt that you're paying attention to what im saying.
You never care me as i do, and i never demand you to do so.
Never.
Not to say you're an alien, definition of alien is just if a bundle of human meet a bundle of alien, then they're alien to each other.
Not demanding you to understand what i said, because i know not many people knew what i am saying sometime.
Not demanding you to not hurt me, because i am a weaker.
But just wanting you to think in my perspective.
You can never understand what i feel.
Not to say you're not caring enough.
But im just selfishly wanting you to care a bit more.
Just a bit more.
You can never see me in your viewing point.
Not to say you're too careless for left me.
But just because im to dull.
I try so hard to shine, but still not changing anything.
You can never remember me.
Not to say you're too forgetful.
But just im not having a strong enough image in your mind.
Just too dull too dull.
Maybe not now, but it is going to faded someday.
But still, i try so hard to shine, just hoping you'll see me.
I try so hard to be understanding when you doesnt get what i mean.
I try so hard to not being upset when you doesnt understand even one single things that i said.
I try so hard to swallow all the things that hurt me deep enough.
I try so hard to make myself strong.
I really did.
I really did.
But still, it doesnt signifying any single thing.
Not even one.
Because, you dont know.
.:shuenyee:.
Not to say you're weird.
You can never understand what im thinking.
Not to say you're not good enough.
Not to say you're not paying attention to what im saying,
Because i also cannot doubt that you're paying attention to what im saying.
You never care me as i do, and i never demand you to do so.
Never.
Not to say you're an alien, definition of alien is just if a bundle of human meet a bundle of alien, then they're alien to each other.
Not demanding you to understand what i said, because i know not many people knew what i am saying sometime.
Not demanding you to not hurt me, because i am a weaker.
But just wanting you to think in my perspective.
You can never understand what i feel.
Not to say you're not caring enough.
But im just selfishly wanting you to care a bit more.
Just a bit more.
You can never see me in your viewing point.
Not to say you're too careless for left me.
But just because im to dull.
I try so hard to shine, but still not changing anything.
You can never remember me.
Not to say you're too forgetful.
But just im not having a strong enough image in your mind.
Just too dull too dull.
Maybe not now, but it is going to faded someday.
But still, i try so hard to shine, just hoping you'll see me.
I try so hard to be understanding when you doesnt get what i mean.
I try so hard to not being upset when you doesnt understand even one single things that i said.
I try so hard to swallow all the things that hurt me deep enough.
I try so hard to make myself strong.
I really did.
I really did.
But still, it doesnt signifying any single thing.
Not even one.
Because, you dont know.
.:shuenyee:.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Word of the day : Surprise.
||This world is fulled of surprise, heee.dont ever denied it.||
First thing to share,
SUPER JUNIOR HAVING THEIR NEW ALBUM!!
well, they changed 'Neorago' and 'Sorry sorry' into the other version.but still, it is sooo nice.
Second thing,
Someone said she want to make breakfast for me, hahaha.
=P
Third thing,
New Moon.
I've finish watching, and it doesnt really as nice as i expected.ahaha *high expectation, hee*
Nevertheless, Jacob is hot, haha.
.:shuenyee:.
||This world is fulled of surprise, heee.dont ever denied it.||
First thing to share,
SUPER JUNIOR HAVING THEIR NEW ALBUM!!
well, they changed 'Neorago' and 'Sorry sorry' into the other version.but still, it is sooo nice.
Second thing,
Someone said she want to make breakfast for me, hahaha.
=P
Third thing,
New Moon.
I've finish watching, and it doesnt really as nice as i expected.ahaha *high expectation, hee*
Nevertheless, Jacob is hot, haha.
.:shuenyee:.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Um, it is pretty boring here.
Nothing to do, and dont know what to do.
Nothing i can update also as i dont go anywhere.
Anyway, was pretty happy as Taemin was fully recovered from H1N1.
Welcome back to stage, Taeminie. =]
FT Island's new japanese album is out.
The cover of the album designed by the leader, Jonghoon.
Its so nice.Hee. =D
.:shuenyee:.
Nothing to do, and dont know what to do.
Nothing i can update also as i dont go anywhere.
Anyway, was pretty happy as Taemin was fully recovered from H1N1.
Welcome back to stage, Taeminie. =]
FT Island's new japanese album is out.
The cover of the album designed by the leader, Jonghoon.
Its so nice.Hee. =D
.:shuenyee:.
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