Showing posts with label blahblah;feeling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blahblah;feeling. Show all posts

Sunday, July 3, 2011

分不清了.
怎么办?真的分不清了.
T^T


.:shuenyee:.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Viva la vida

Word of the day: feeling.
||Feeling take over everything,controlled everything.||

Say HELLO to my rotted's blog, and here come ME to make it alive. xD
Have announce the first thing, MY PHONE SPOILED. T^T
*HUUHUUU* It spoiled over and over again.
Then i havta say goodbye to my money over and over again.
Bad cycle, indeed.

Say GOODBYE to my form four life.
Bid farewell for my bittersweet memories.
Life's short, time's flies.
Learnt a lot, lost a lot.
Earned a lot, grew up a lot.
I was always looking back, to see if any memories or any chances to stop me from stepping forward.
I lived in past, its always like that,never want to moving on, never want to grow up.
I was always holding back,always and always.
I admit, i wasnt as strong as i thought.
Things werent flew in the way i thought, never.
THEN.
This year, i learnt how to remove myself from things that i dislike.
I learnt to moving on, knowing that things changed, human changed.
Theres no such things as eternal.
Its always have to be like that, reality is what we shading ourselves from.
I learnt to be independent.
Its something good, i realised.
I fully understand that, no ones will be forever stayed, time as a matter of fact.

Say THANKS to somes of my friends.
Thats not FRIENDS, they are more than this seven words.
For who helped me when im so sad, when im crying like hell.
For who shared my happiness, watching me bounced like a kid then smiled and ask me: 'HEY CHABO, HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY HUH.'
For who shared my nervousness, keep telling me that everything will be okay.
For who listened my craps,chat in the midnight for quite a couple of hours.
For who scolding me when i dont take a good care of myself.
For who cares me as i cares for them.
For those, my buddy.

Say LAME to those unhappy things that happened in this year.
Indeed, lame.
No point to bring it up, HAHA.

Say YOO to Kpop.
Uh huh uh huh, im madly sinking into kpop world. =D
But still, artist that i likey the most still Yesung and Jaejoong.
Thanks to their good vocal because this is one of the reason i like theem heeee.
And this is one of the reason too, i get closer with one of my friend, who used to be in the same class with me form two but we dont talk.
Thanks to Kpop we talked and discussed and then we get closer! xD

Say PLAY to life.
Yeah, thats right, PLAY.
Never get so serious in life.
Never get so tired in life.
Life's a game, winning losing never effects anything because we are still alive after that.
Life's a medley, happy upset angry nervious is one of the pieces.
Life's a play, just like King Macbeth said.
Life is just life.



.:shuenyee:.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Oh, crap.

Word of the day: Geojitmal.
||no excuses are needed, because 'OUT'.||

School is going to reopen tomorrow. *sobs sobs*
Indeed, it is a sad case but when you see your dik sleep til 10'o clock, surfin the net while you are busy doing homeworks and etc etc..
Then you'll feel like bang yourself to the wall. -.-

Two weeks of holidays passed lika wind. *appropriate right, haha*
And there's not much to be said whether enjoy or not.
I mean, WHO CARES? ITS OVER WASNT IT?
I have not much to say regards this holidays but imma kinda happy because i learn to make side dishes from mommy. *applauseee xD*

Nevertheless, I get side effects after this brilliant school holidays. *drum rolls*
Firstly, Hell ya IM INSOMNIA.
Secondly, i watched lotsa dramas nowadays.
Thirdly, im so tired consequence from the first side effect.
Fourthly, OH YEAH IM SO HYPER consequence from the second side effect.




I likey Danbo very much ahaha, looks so chubby xD




等一个人咖啡 -- 九把刀
One of the books that i like from Giddens.
I like the way he illustrated those characters especially Albus the barrister.
And, im so into the way he wrote this novel.

Song that i currently addicted to:
Say Huh -- 4 minute
Haru haru -- bigbang *especially Daesung's voice.hoho*

P.E.A.C.E. =)


.:shuenyee:.

Friday, May 21, 2010

A So-called Doomed Day

Word of the day: past.
||Time flies.||

So fustrating.
Im sooo soo fustrating. T.T
Feels like dying at the same time.
Feels like hugging something to cry out loud. =(

And, today i did everything worstly.
Indeed, that was VERY WORST.
Ah, i guess there must be something really wrong with me.
Seriously, i really really dont like this feeling, its feels like.. something would be disappeared someday, somehow.

Having a really nice movie today.
It was 'Heaven Postman.'
It is staring by Hero Jaejoong and HyuJoo.
Quite a nice movie as overall and last but not least, it give me some lesson learnt.
Learn to be appreciative when you can, there is no regret when you turned back again.
Good movie, though.
And here is somes dialogue inside that i wanna share,

'but all those people believe easilly.'
'Believe what?'
'Our lies.The old man and the singer....they believed us.'
'It is all because they wanna believe it is true, they want to become all at ease.'


'Why you wanna do that? When lies can lighter his heart?'
'That man is much more stronger than we thought.Only weak people who need lie, to lighter their heart.'
'Only weak people who hide themselves in lies.Just because they couldnt accept and lie would soothe them.'

So, thats human.Feels kinda hypocrite? No, it wasn't.Lies would help pretty much when the truth couldnt save the situation.


.:shuenyee:.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Perplexed Day

Word of the day: Sigh.
||ahhhhhhhhhh-aiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.||

Nothing much that i can said about today.
Plenty of tiredness and sadness.
Oh yea, and plenty of anger.
SHE, makes me fed up.
I really do wish to hang her chop her shot her bang her kill her and tied her.
Ish.

We did went to find Etengteng today.
Somehow, she is pale.which makes me fell into 'dunno-want-to-do-what' situation.
I wish, she could thinks at the bright side and must face it steadily.



.:shuenyee:.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Chinese new year.

Word of the day:Contract.
||Everything seems to be contract, haha.even memories lol.||

Oh yeah oh yeah! today im feeling so great!
For no reason, and thats what i called weird feeling.
As, maybe nothing happened, neither good wan or bad wan, and that makes me feel great.

Well, Chinese New Year wasnt as great as i thought.
This year turned to be pretty boring as my aunt didnt back from Pahang to her hometown =(
But, she had a real great news, it is.... *drumrollss*

Her baby was born! =D
And she is discharge from hospital two weeks ago.
Is a daughter ay!

Secondly, Valentine's day had nothing to do with me.
But still, i had Emma's paper rose which looks so complicated to be folded,
And Jiayi's rose which she said, is because of shun-bian-buy wan.
Anyway, didnt bother too much, still i had a great valentine's day.

Thirdly, um.
Looks, it is a feeling.
Just some kinda feeling.
Thought of grabbing.
Whats the feeling?
Grabbing things that doesnt belongs to you from starting.
And, it did belongs to you after the competition.
Whats the point?
I really couldnt get it.
I did feel ridiculous, anyway.


.:shuenyee:.