Dear You.

Well, it might not be appropriate to do so, but im just suppress what i feel.
From the starting, i think its my brain problem, for having sucha idiotic decision.
Well, it getting more and more wrong after that.
Because i saw changes, i sense changes and it really makes me upset, seriously. *um, i think?*
You know what?
I hate sudden changes, i hate surprise.

I dont like the awkward atmosphere, i really really do mean so.
When the argument stopped, silences begun. When the silence begun, it separated everything in a very clear way.
And so, when the awkward situation started, everything ruin in a blink of an eye.

I wanna voice out, but i gulped it back.
Because there is useless.
It is so damn frustrating to say that everything are useless.
I couldn't make it right at all. =/

Thought of several reasons to be optimistic,
But there are millions of reasons to be pessimistic.
And so, it turns to be pessimistic again.=.=

It is soo damn frustrating T.T

Not wanting to seein you again.
But it always has reverse effect. =.=

So so frustrating. =/


Well, *exhale,calm down*

Just pretend, then we never were.


.:shuenyee:.